By the Light of the Soul eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 575 pages of information about By the Light of the Soul.

By the Light of the Soul eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 575 pages of information about By the Light of the Soul.

“Yes, ma’am, and my slippers.”

Her mother said no more to her.  She resumed her attention to her own misery with an odd, small gesture of despair.  The cries never ceased.  Maria still prayed.  It seemed to her that her father would never return with the doctor.  It seemed to her, in spite of her prayer, that all hope of relief lay in the doctor, and not in the Lord.  It seemed to her that the doctor must help her mother.  At last she heard wheels, and, in her joy, she spoke in spite of her father’s injunction.  “There’s the doctor now,” said she.  “I guess he’s bringing father home with him.”

Again her mother’s eyes opened with a look of intelligence, again she spoke in her natural voice.  She looked towards the clothes which she had worn during the day, on a chair.  “Put my clothes in the closet,” said she, but her voice strained terribly on the last word.

Maria flew, and hung up her mother’s clothes in the closet just before her father and the doctor entered the room.  As she did so, the tears came for the first time.  She had a ready imagination.  She thought to herself that her mother might never put on those clothes again.  She kissed the folds of her mother’s dress passionately, and emerged from the closet, the tears streaming down her face, all the muscles of which were convulsed.  The doctor, who was a young man, with a handsome, rather hard face, glanced at her before even looking at the moaning woman in the bed.  He said something in a low tone to her father, who immediately addressed her.

“Go right into your own room, and stay there until I tell you to come out, Maria,” said he, still in that angry voice, which seemed to have no reason in it.  It was the dumb anger of the race against Fate, which included and overran individuals in its way, like Juggernaut.

At her father’s voice, Maria gave a hysterical sob and fled.  A sense of injury tore her heart, as well as her anxiety.  She flung herself face downward on her bed and wept.  After a while she turned over on her back and looked at the room.  Not one little thing in the whole apartment but served to rack her very soul with the consideration of her mother’s love, which she was perhaps about to lose forever.  The dainty curtains at the windows, the scarf on the dresser, the chintz cover on a chair—­every one her mother had planned.  She could not remember how much her mother had scolded her, only how much she had loved her.  At the moment of death the memory of love reigns triumphant over all else, but she still felt the dazed sense of injury that her father should have spoken so to her.  She could hear the low murmur of voices in her mother’s room across the hall.  Suddenly the cries and moans ceased.  A great joy irradiated the child.  She said to herself that her mother was better, that the doctor had given her something to help her.

She got off the bed, wrapped her little pink garment around her, and stole across the hall to her mother’s room.  The whole hall was filled with a strange, sweet smell which made her faint, but along with the faintness came such an increase of joy that it was almost ecstasy.  She turned the knob of her mother’s door, but, before she could open it, it was opened from the other side, and her father’s face, haggard and resentful as she had never seen it, appeared.

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