By the Light of the Soul eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 575 pages of information about By the Light of the Soul.

By the Light of the Soul eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 575 pages of information about By the Light of the Soul.

Suddenly Maria, after a long gaze of rapture at her face in the glass, gave a great start.  She turned and saw her mother standing in the door looking at her.

Maria, with an involuntary impulse of concealment, seized her brush, and began brushing her hair.  “I was just brushing my hair,” she murmured.  She felt as guilty as if she had committed a crime.

Her mother continued to look at her sternly.  “There isn’t any use in your trying to deceive me, Maria,” said she.  “I am ashamed that a child of mine should be so silly.  To stand looking at yourself that way!  You needn’t think you are so pretty, because you are not.  You don’t begin to be as good-looking as Amy Long.”

Maria felt a cold chill strike her.  She had herself had doubts as to her superior beauty when Amy Long was concerned.

“You don’t begin to be as good-looking as your aunt Maria was at your age, and you know yourself how she looks now.  Nobody would dream for a minute of calling her even ordinary-looking,” her mother continued in a pitiless voice.

Maria shuddered.  She seemed to see, instead of her own fair little face in the glass, an elderly one as sallow as her mother’s, but without the traces of beauty which her mother’s undoubtedly had.  She saw the thin, futile frizzes which her aunt Maria affected; she saw the receding chin, indicative at once of degeneracy and obstinacy; she saw the blunt nose between the lumpy cheeks.

“Your aunt Maria looked very much as you do when she was your age,” her mother went on, with the calm cruelty of an inquisitor.

Maria looked at her, her mouth was quivering.  “Did I look like Mrs. Jasper Cone’s baby that died last week when I was a baby?” said she.

“Who said you did?” inquired her mother, unguardedly.

“She did.  She came up behind me with Mrs. Elliot when I was waiting for father to get the peaches, and she said her baby that died looked just like me; she had always thought so.”

“That Cone baby look like you!” repeated Maria’s mother.  “Well, one’s own always looks different to them, I suppose.”

“Then you don’t think it did?” said Maria.  Tears actually stood in her beautiful blue eyes.

“No, I don’t,” replied her mother, abruptly.  “Nobody in their sober senses could think so.  I am sorry poor Mrs. Cone lost her baby.  I know how I felt when my first baby died, but as for saying it looked like you—­”

“Then you don’t think it did, mother?”

“It was one of the homliest babies I ever laid my eyes on, poor little thing, if it did die,” said Maria’s mother, emphatically.  She was completely disarmed by this time.  But when she saw Maria glance again at the glass she laid hold of her moral weapons, the wielding of which she believed to be for the best spiritual good of her child.  “Your aunt Maria was very much better looking than you at her age,” she repeated, firmly.  Then, at the sight of the renewed quiver around the sensitive little mouth her heart melted.  “Get out of your clothes and into your night-gown, and get to bed, child,” said she.  “You look well enough.  If you only behave as well as you look, that is all that is necessary.”

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