My Life as an Author eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 459 pages of information about My Life as an Author.

My Life as an Author eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 459 pages of information about My Life as an Author.
be accounted a fair judge of his own writings, this is my best effort in the imaginative line; and as it is no new brain-child (we always love the last baby best), but was written little short of fifty years ago, the impartial opinion of an old judge is probably a correct one.  The sun-dial is still in my garden,—­and as I stood by it half a century since, there grew up to my mind’s eye this Vision:—­

“I was walking in my garden at noon:  and I came to the sun-dial, where, shutting my book, I leaned upon the pedestal, musing; so the thin shadow pointed to twelve.

“Of a sudden, I felt a warm sweet breath upon my cheek, and, starting up, in much wonder beheld a face of the most bewitching beauty close beside me, gazing on the dial:  it was only a face; and with earnest fear I leaned, steadfastly watching its strange loveliness.  Soon, it looked into me with its fascinating eyes, and said mournfully, ’Dost thou not know me?’—­but I was speechless with astonishment:  then it said, ’Consider:’—­with that, my mind rushed into me like a flood, and I looked, and considered, and speedily vague outlines shaped about, mingled with floating gossamers of colour, until I was aware that a glorious living Creature was growing to my knowledge.

“So I looked resolutely on her (for she wore the garb of woman), gazing still as she grew:  and again she said mildly, ’Consider:’—­then I noted that from her jewelled girdle upwards, all was gorgeous, glistening, and most beautiful; her white vest was rarely worked with living flowers, but brighter and sweeter than those of earth; flowing tresses, blacker than the shadows cast by the bursting of a meteor, and, like them, brilliantly interwoven with strings of light, fell in clusters on her fair bosom; her lips were curled with the expression of majestic triumph, yet wreathed winningly with flickering smiles; and the lustre of her terrible eyes, like suns flashing darkness, did bewilder me and blind my reason:—­Then I veiled mine eyes with my clasped hands; but again she said, ’Consider:’—­and bending all my mind to the hazard, I encountered with calmness their steady radiance, although they burned into my brain.  Bound about her sable locks was as it were a chaplet of fire; her right hand held a double-edged sword of most strange workmanship, for the one edge was of keen steel, and the other as it were the strip of a peacock’s feather; on the face of the air about her were phantoms of winged horses, and of racking-wheels:  and from her glossy shoulders waved and quivered large dazzling wings of iridescent colours, most glorious to look upon.

“So grew she slowly to my knowledge; and as I stood gazing in a rapture, again she muttered sternly,—­’Consider!’—­Then I looked below the girdle upon her flowing robes:  and behold they were of dismal hue, and on the changing surface fluttered fearful visions:  I discerned blood-spots on them, and ghastly eyes glaring from the darker folds, and, when these rustled, were heard stifled meanings, and smothered shrieks as of horror:  and I noted that she stood upon a wreath of lightnings, that darted about like a nest of young snakes in the midst of a sullen cloud, black, palpable, and rolling inwards as thick smoke from a furnace.

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