Once more we are to find Peter and John the prominent figures, and see the difference between them, John being the first to understand, and Peter the first to act. When John saw the multitude of fishes he remembered the same thing had happened before at the beginning of Christ’s ministry. Looking toward the land, and whispering to Peter, he said, “It is the Lord.” “So when Simon Peter heard that it was the Lord, he girt his coat about him”—out of reverence for his Master—“and cast himself into the sea,” and swam or waded about one hundred yards to the beach. The other disciples followed in the boat, dragging the net with the fishes. John remembered their great size, and the number “an hundred and fifty and three.” He says, “When they got out upon the land, they see a fire of coals there.” Did it not remind him of another “fire of coals” of which he had already written, kindled in the court of the high-priestly palace where “Peter stood and warmed himself,” and near which he denied his Lord three times? If he did not recall that scene immediately, he did very soon.
Jesus invited the disciples to eat of the meal he had prepared. As they did so they were filled with awe and reverence, “knowing that it was the Lord.” In the light of the palace fire, “the Lord turned and looked upon Peter”—that only. But in the morning light on the seashore, “when they had broken their fast, Jesus saith to Simon Peter, Lovest thou Me?” Three times, with some difference of meaning, gently and solemnly He asked the question as many times as Peter had denied Him. On Peter’s first assurance of his love Christ gave him a new commission, “Feed My lambs.” This was a humble work,—not so exalted as it is now—a test of Peter’s fitness for Apostleship. He was ready to accept it; and thus he showed his fitness for the enlarged commission, “Feed My sheep.”
With what intense interest John must have listened to the conversation between his friend and their Lord. Was he not as ready as Peter to say, “Lord, Thou knowest all things; Thou knowest that I love Thee”? In the end John fulfilled the commission, “Feed My lambs,” better than either Peter or any of the other Apostles. Of them all he had the most of the child-like spirit. He may fittingly be called the Apostle of Childhood.


