“But you ought to tell it all,” I said, “that’s perhaps the purpose you are here for:  the ultimate reason.”

“Oh, no, Frank, never.  It would need a man of infinite strength to come here and give a truthful record of all that happened to him.  I don’t believe you could do it; I don’t believe anybody would be strong enough.  Starvation and purging alone would break down anyone’s strength.  Everybody knows that you are purged and starved to the edge of death.  That’s what two years’ hard labour means.  It’s not the labour that’s hard.  It’s the conditions of life that make it impossibly hard:  they break you down body and soul.  And if you resist, they drive you crazy....  But, please! don’t say I said anything; you’ve promised, you know you have:  you’ll remember:  won’t you!”

I felt guilty:  his insistence, his gasping fear showed me how terribly he must have suffered.  He was beside himself with dread.  I ought to have visited him sooner.  I changed the subject.

“You shall have writing materials and your books, Oscar.  Force yourself to write.  You are looking better than you used to look; your eyes are brighter, your face clearer.”  The old smile came back into his eyes, the deathless humour.

“I’ve had a rest cure, Frank,” he said, and smiled feebly.

“You should give record of this life as far as you can, and of all its influences on you.  You have conquered, you know.  Write the names of the inhuman brutes on their foreheads in vitriol, as Dante did for all time.”

“No, no, I cannot:  I will not:  I want to live and forget.  I could not, I dare not, I have not Dante’s strength, nor his bitterness; I am a Greek born out of due time.”  He had said the true word at last.

“I will come again and see you,” I replied.  “Is there nothing else I can do?  I hear your wife has seen you.  I hope you have made it up with her?”

“She tried to be kind to me, Frank,” he said in a dull voice, “she was kind, I suppose.  She must have suffered; I’m sorry....”  One felt he had no sorrow to spare for others.

“Is there nothing I can do?” I asked.

“Nothing, Frank, only if you could get me books and writing materials, if I could be allowed to use them really!  But you won’t say anything I have said to you, you promise me you won’t?”

“I promise,” I replied, “and I shall come back in a short time to see you again.  I think you will be better then....

“Don’t dread the coming out; you have friends who will work for you, great allies—­” and I told him about Lady Dorothy Nevill at Mrs. Jeune’s lunch.