indirect and most potential cause, not indeed of the
origination, yet of the continuance, of his state
of mind, must be sought in what the world would call
his good fortune. His maiden aunt by the father’s
side left her favorite nephew her pleasant, old-fashioned,
somewhat gloomy, but picturesque and comfortable house
in —–shire, about fifty or sixty
acres in land, and three or four hundred a year into
the bargain. Poor old lady! I heartily wish
she had kept him out of possession by living to a
hundred; or, dying, had left every farthing to “endow
a college or a—cat.” To Harrington
she has left a very equivocal heritage. For with
this and his little patrimony he is entirely placed
above the necessity of professional life and fully
qualified to live (Heaven help him!) as a gentleman;—but,
unhappily, as a gentleman whose nature is deeply speculative,—whose
life has been one of study,—and who has
no active tastes or habits to correct the morbid portions
of his character, and the dangers of his position.
With his views already unsettled, he retired a few
months ago to this comparative solitude; (for such
it is, though the place is not many miles from the
learned city of-----;) and partly from the tendencies
of his own mind, partly from want of some powerful
stimulus from without, he soon acquired the pernicious
habit of almost constant seclusion in his library,
where he revolves, as if fascinated, the philosophy
of doubt, or some equally distressing themes; all which
has now issued as you see. The contemplative and
the active life are both necessary to man, no doubt;
but in how different proportions!
To live as Harrington has lived of late, is to breathe
little but azote. I believe that all these ill
effects would have been, though not obviated, at least
early cured, had he been compelled to mingle in active
life,—to make his livelihood by a profession.
The bracing air of the world would have dissipated
these vapors which have gathered over his soul.
In very truth, I half wish that he could now be stripped
of his all, and compelled to become hedger and ditcher.
It would almost be a kindness to ruin him by engaging
him in some of the worst railway speculations!
I found him all that I had promised to find him; unchanged
towards myself; sometimes cheerful, though oftener
melancholy, or, at least, to all appearances ennuye;
with more causticity and sarcasm in his humor, but
without misanthropy; and I must add, with the same
logical fairness, the same abhorrence of sophistry,
which, were his early characteristics.
But the journal of my visit, which I am most diligently
keeping, will more fully inform you of his state of
mind.
F.B.
Journal of A visit, etc.
July 1, 1851.
I arrived at ——Grange this day.
In the evening, as Harrington and myself were conversing
in the library, I availed myself of a pause in the
conversation to break the ice in relation to the topic
which lay nearest my heart, by saying:—