“Yes.”
He did not look angered. Indeed, his eyes softened till I thought him near tears. “And you will do this for me! Run all this risk! And yet you never saw me before to-day!” He touched his hand to mine.
Somehow this again annoyed me. The man was concealing something from me, yet affected to be moved to open emotion by his gratitude. I was not at the bottom of him yet. I removed his hand.
“Monsieur, you forget,” I corrected. “You said we were foes, and we are. I never embraced an Englishman, and I shall not begin now—now that our nations are at war. You may be a spy.”
“You think me a spy!”
I sighed from exasperation, and pointed to the window. “Monsieur Starling, wake up to this situation. What does it matter what you are, or what I think? We waste time. Say that you will follow me, and I shall go and make my plans.”
But still he looked at me. “Then you encumber yourself with me from abstract duty. Personally you distrust me.”
The truth seemed best. I bowed.
He thought this over. “Then I refuse to go,” he decided quietly. “I refuse.” And he bowed toward the door to put a period to our interview.
But here my patience broke. I took him by the arm, and held him ungently. “Words! Words! Words!” I mocked at him. “What would you have me say? That I love you? In faith, I don’t. You irritate me; annoy me. But save you I will, if only for my peace of mind. Look at me. Look at me, I say.”
He obeyed. All his hard nonchalance had returned.
“Do you trust me?” I demanded.
“Yes, monsieur.”
“Then you will come with me?”
“No, monsieur.”
This was madness—and it took time. “Indeed you will come,” I said between my teeth. “And that without more words. Good-by.”
But he caught my sleeve. “Then you take me against my will.”
I brushed him away. “And against mine, too, if you balk my wishes at every turn. But I will take you. It is the only chance you have, and if you are mad enough to refuse it, I must force it on you. Remember, I shall use force. Now stay by the window, and await my signal. I shall come when I can.”
He followed to the door. “You will not need to use force with me, monsieur,” he said soberly. “If you insist on taking me, I shall follow your directions, and use what wit I can. But I cannot thank you, for I cannot feel grateful. You give under protest, and I accept in the same way. It is a forced companionship. I do not wish to die; but, after all, it will soon be over, and life has not been sweet. I would rather risk what meets me here than take help from you, now that I see you give it grudgingly.”
This chilled me, and excuses pressed hot on my tongue. Yet it was unwise to protest. Why should I wish his gratitude? It would hamper us both. I had no desire to bind him to me with obligations. I felt shame for my coldness; but, for once, my head ruled, and I let the situation stand.


