Montlivet eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 379 pages of information about Montlivet.

Montlivet eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 379 pages of information about Montlivet.

“Yes.”

He did not look angered.  Indeed, his eyes softened till I thought him near tears.  “And you will do this for me!  Run all this risk!  And yet you never saw me before to-day!” He touched his hand to mine.

Somehow this again annoyed me.  The man was concealing something from me, yet affected to be moved to open emotion by his gratitude.  I was not at the bottom of him yet.  I removed his hand.

“Monsieur, you forget,” I corrected.  “You said we were foes, and we are.  I never embraced an Englishman, and I shall not begin now—­now that our nations are at war.  You may be a spy.”

“You think me a spy!”

I sighed from exasperation, and pointed to the window.  “Monsieur Starling, wake up to this situation.  What does it matter what you are, or what I think?  We waste time.  Say that you will follow me, and I shall go and make my plans.”

But still he looked at me.  “Then you encumber yourself with me from abstract duty.  Personally you distrust me.”

The truth seemed best.  I bowed.

He thought this over.  “Then I refuse to go,” he decided quietly.  “I refuse.”  And he bowed toward the door to put a period to our interview.

But here my patience broke.  I took him by the arm, and held him ungently.  “Words!  Words!  Words!” I mocked at him.  “What would you have me say?  That I love you?  In faith, I don’t.  You irritate me; annoy me.  But save you I will, if only for my peace of mind.  Look at me.  Look at me, I say.”

He obeyed.  All his hard nonchalance had returned.

“Do you trust me?” I demanded.

“Yes, monsieur.”

“Then you will come with me?”

“No, monsieur.”

This was madness—­and it took time.  “Indeed you will come,” I said between my teeth.  “And that without more words.  Good-by.”

But he caught my sleeve.  “Then you take me against my will.”

I brushed him away.  “And against mine, too, if you balk my wishes at every turn.  But I will take you.  It is the only chance you have, and if you are mad enough to refuse it, I must force it on you.  Remember, I shall use force.  Now stay by the window, and await my signal.  I shall come when I can.”

He followed to the door.  “You will not need to use force with me, monsieur,” he said soberly.  “If you insist on taking me, I shall follow your directions, and use what wit I can.  But I cannot thank you, for I cannot feel grateful.  You give under protest, and I accept in the same way.  It is a forced companionship.  I do not wish to die; but, after all, it will soon be over, and life has not been sweet.  I would rather risk what meets me here than take help from you, now that I see you give it grudgingly.”

This chilled me, and excuses pressed hot on my tongue.  Yet it was unwise to protest.  Why should I wish his gratitude?  It would hamper us both.  I had no desire to bind him to me with obligations.  I felt shame for my coldness; but, for once, my head ruled, and I let the situation stand.

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