The Lee Shore eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 355 pages of information about The Lee Shore.

The Lee Shore eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 355 pages of information about The Lee Shore.

He sat very still on the coal-scuttle, making a fresh discovery about himself.  He had known before that he had a selfish disposition, though he had never thought about it particularly; but he hadn’t known that it was in him to grudge Denis anything—­Denis, who was consciously more to him than anyone else in the world.  Lucy was different; she was rooted in the very fibre of his being; it wasn’t so much that he consciously loved her as that she was his other self.  Well, hadn’t he long since given to Denis, to use as he would, all the self he had?

But the wrench made him wince, and left him chilly and grown old.

“It’s perfectly splendid for both of you,” said Peter, himself again at last.  “And it was extraordinarily stupid of me not to see it before....  Do you think Denis really meant I could go and see him?  I think I will.”

“’Course he did.  ’Course you will.  Go to-morrow.  But now it’s going to be just you and me and tea.  And honey sandwiches—­oh, Peter!” Her eyes danced at him, because it was such a nice world.  He came off the coal-scuttle and made himself comfortable in a low chair near the honey sandwiches.

“Will you and Denis try always to have them when I come to tea with you?  I do love them so.  Have you arranged when it is to be, by the way?”

“No.  Father won’t want it to be for ages—­he won’t like it to be at all, of course, because Denis isn’t poor or miserable or revolutionary.  But Felicity has done so nicely for him in that way (Lawrence is getting into horrid rows in Poland, you know) that I think I’ve a right to someone happy and clean, don’t you?...  And Denis wants it to be soon.  So I suppose it will be soon.”

“Sure to be,” Peter agreed.

The room was full of roses; their sweetness was exuberant, intoxicating; not like Lucy, who usually had small, pale, faint flowers.

“Isn’t it funny,” she said, “how one thinks one can’t be any happier, and then suddenly something happens inside one, and one sees everything new.  I used to think things couldn’t be brighter and shine more—­but now they glitter like the sun, all new.”

“I expect so,” said Peter.

Then she had a little stab of remorse; for Peter had been turned out of the place of glittering things, and moved in a grey and dusty world among things no one could like.

“’Tis so stupid that your work is like that,” she said, with puckered forehead.  “I wish you could find something nice to do, Peter dear.”

“Oh, I’m all right,” said Peter.  “And there are all the nice things which aren’t work, just the same.  Rhoda and I went a ride in a steamer this morning.  And the sun was shining on the water—­rather nice, it was.  Even Rhoda grew a little brighter to see it.  Poor Rhoda; the boarders do worry her so.  I’m sorry about it; they don’t worry me; I rather like them.  Some day soon I want you to come and see Rhoda; it would cheer her up.  I wish she liked

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