Latterly they had begun to return....  The proud will might rise against them, but they came.  Then it must be so, he would have said of another, that the will was divided.  Part of it must still have kept its seat before the door whence the lights came, stayed there with its face in its hands, waiting its season.  And a part that had said no must be coming to say yes, going and taking its place beside the other by the door.  And together they were strong enough to bring the gleaming back, watching the propitious moment.  But still there was the opposed will, and it was strong....  When the light came it sought out old traces of itself, and these became revivified.  Then all joined together to make a flood against the abundant darkness.  A day like this joined itself through likeness to others on the other side of the three years, and also to moments of the months just passed and passing.  Union was made with a sleepless night in an inn of Spain, with the hours after his encounter with Ian in the Paris theater, with that time he sat upon the river steps and saw that the dead were living and the prisoners free, with the hour in the amphitheater and after, in carnival.

He saw and heard, felt and tasted, life in greater lengths and breadths.  He comprehended more of the pattern.  The tones and semi-tones fell into the long scale.  Such moments brought always elevation, deep satisfaction....  More of the will particles traveled from below to the center by the door.

The soul turned the mind and directed it upon Alexander Jardine’s own history.  It spread like a landscape, like a continent viewed from the air, and here it sang with attainment and here it had not attained; and here it was light, and here there were darknesses; right-doing here and wrong-doing there and every shade between.  He saw that there was right- and wrong-doing quite outside of conventional standards.

Where were frontiers?  The edges of the continent were merely spectral.  Where did others end and he begin, or he end and others begin?  He saw that his history was very wide and very deep and very high.  Through him faintly, by nerve paths in the making, traveled the touch of oneness.

Alexander Jardine—­Elspeth Barrow—­Ian Rullock.  And all others—­and all others.

There swam upon him another great perspective.  He saw Christ in light, Buddha in light.  The glorified—­the unified. Union.

Alexander Jardine—­Elspeth Barrow—­Ian Rullock.  And all others—­and all others. For we are members, one of another.

The feathered, flowered grass, miles of it, and the sea of air....  By degrees the level of consciousness sank.  The splendid, steadfast moment could not be long sustained.  Consciousness drew difficult breath in the pure ether, it felt weight, it sank.  Alexander moved against the old tomb, turned, and buried his face in his arms.  The completer moment went by, here was the torn self again.  But he strove to find footing on the thickening impressions of all such moments.