Life of Lord Byron, Vol. III eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 392 pages of information about Life of Lord Byron, Vol. III.

Life of Lord Byron, Vol. III eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 392 pages of information about Life of Lord Byron, Vol. III.

      “Here are the Alpine landscapes which create
      A fund for contemplation;—­to admire
      Is a brief feeling of a trivial date;
      But something worthier do such scenes inspire: 
      Here to be lonely is not desolate,
      For much I view which I could most desire,
      And, above all, a lake I can behold
    Lovelier, not dearer, than our own of old.

      “Oh that thou wert but with me!—­but I grow
      The fool of my own wishes, and forget
      The solitude which I have vaunted so
      Has lost its praise in this but one regret;
      There may be others which I less may show;—­
      I am not of the plaintive mood, and yet
      I feel an ebb in my philosophy,
    And the tide rising in my alter’d eye.

      “I did remind thee of our own dear lake[126],
      By the old hall which may be mine no more. 
      Leman’s is fair; but think not I forsake
      The sweet remembrance of a dearer shore: 
      Sad havoc Time must with my memory make
      Ere that or thou can fade these eyes before;
      Though, like all things which I have loved, they are
    Resign’d for ever, or divided far.

      “The world is all before me; I but ask
      Of nature that with which she will comply—­
      It is but in her summer’s sun to bask,
      To mingle with the quiet of her sky,
      To see her gentle face without a mask,
      And never gaze on it with apathy. 
      She was my early friend, and now shall be
    My sister—­till I look again on thee.

      “I can reduce all feelings but this one;
      And that I would not;—­for at length I see
      Such scenes as those wherein my life begun. 
      The earliest—­even the only paths for me—­
      Had I but sooner learnt the crowd to shun,
      I had been better than I now can be;
      The passions which have torn me would have slept;
    I had not suffer’d, and thou hadst not wept.

      “With false ambition what had I to do? 
      Little with love, and least of all with fame;
      And yet they came unsought, and with me grew,
      And made me all which they can make—­a name. 
      Yet this was not the end I did pursue;
      Surely I once beheld a nobler aim. 
      But all is over—­I am one the more
    To baffled millions which have gone before.

      “And for the future, this world’s future may
      From me demand but little of my care;
      I have outlived myself by many a day;
      Having survived so many things that were;
      My years have been no slumber, but the prey
      Of ceaseless vigils; for I had the share
      Of life which might have fill’d a century,
    Before its fourth in time had pass’d me by.

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