“Here are
the Alpine landscapes which create
A fund for contemplation;—to
admire
Is a brief feeling
of a trivial date;
But something
worthier do such scenes inspire:
Here to be lonely
is not desolate,
For much I view
which I could most desire,
And, above all,
a lake I can behold
Lovelier, not dearer, than
our own of old.
“Oh that
thou wert but with me!—but I grow
The fool of my
own wishes, and forget
The solitude which
I have vaunted so
Has lost its praise
in this but one regret;
There may be others
which I less may show;—
I am not of the
plaintive mood, and yet
I feel an ebb
in my philosophy,
And the tide rising in my
alter’d eye.
“I did remind
thee of our own dear lake[126],
By the old hall
which may be mine no more.
Leman’s
is fair; but think not I forsake
The sweet remembrance
of a dearer shore:
Sad havoc Time
must with my memory make
Ere that
or thou can fade these eyes before;
Though, like all
things which I have loved, they are
Resign’d for ever, or
divided far.
“The world
is all before me; I but ask
Of nature that
with which she will comply—
It is but in her
summer’s sun to bask,
To mingle with
the quiet of her sky,
To see her gentle
face without a mask,
And never gaze
on it with apathy.
She was my early
friend, and now shall be
My sister—till
I look again on thee.
“I can reduce
all feelings but this one;
And that I would
not;—for at length I see
Such scenes as
those wherein my life begun.
The earliest—even
the only paths for me—
Had I but sooner
learnt the crowd to shun,
I had been better
than I now can be;
The passions which
have torn me would have slept;
I had not suffer’d,
and thou hadst not wept.
“With false
ambition what had I to do?
Little with love,
and least of all with fame;
And yet they came
unsought, and with me grew,
And made me all
which they can make—a name.
Yet this was not
the end I did pursue;
Surely I once
beheld a nobler aim.
But all is over—I
am one the more
To baffled millions which
have gone before.
“And for
the future, this world’s future may
From me demand
but little of my care;
I have outlived
myself by many a day;
Having survived
so many things that were;
My years have
been no slumber, but the prey
Of ceaseless vigils;
for I had the share
Of life which
might have fill’d a century,
Before its fourth in time
had pass’d me by.