An Unsocial Socialist eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 342 pages of information about An Unsocial Socialist.

An Unsocial Socialist eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 342 pages of information about An Unsocial Socialist.

“Oh, you think so,” said Gertrude, interrupting him; “but you will get over it.  I am not the sort of person that men fall in love with.  You will soon change your mind.”

“Not the sort!  Oh, how little you know!” he said, becoming eloquent.  “I have had plenty of time to change, but I am as fixed as ever.  If you doubt, wait and try me.  But do not be rough with me.  You pain me more than you can imagine when you are hasty or indifferent.  I am in earnest.”

“Ha, ha!  That is easily said.”

“Not by me.  I change in my judgment of other people according to my humor, but I believe steadfastly in your goodness and beauty—­as if you were an angel.  I am in earnest in my love for you as I am in earnest for my own life, which can only be perfected by your aid and influence.”

“You are greatly mistaken if you suppose that I am an angel.”

“You are wrong to mistrust yourself; but it is what I owe to you and not what I expect from you that I try to express by speaking of you as an angel.  I know that you are not an angel to yourself.  But you are to me.”

She sat stubbornly silent.

“I will not press you for an answer now.  I am content that you know my mind at last.  Shall we return together?”

She looked round slowly at the hemlock, and from that to the river.  Then she took up her basket, rose, and prepared to go, as if under compulsion.

“Do you want any more hemlock?” he said.  “If so, I will pluck some for you.”

“I wish you would let me alone,” she said, with sudden anger.  She added, a little ashamed of herself, “I have a headache.”

“I am very sorry,” he said, crestfallen.

“It is only that I do not wish to be spoken to.  It hurts my head to listen.”

He meekly took his bicycle from the ditch and wheeled it along beside her to the Beeches without another word.  They went in through the conservatory, and parted in the dining-room.  Before leaving him she said with some remorse, “I did not mean to be rude, Mr. Erskine.”

He flushed, murmured something, and attempted to kiss her hand.  But she snatched it away and went out quickly.  He was stung by this repulse, and stood mortifying himself by thinking of it until he was disturbed by the entrance of a maid-servant.  Learning from her that Sir Charles was in the billiard room, he joined him there, and asked him carelessly if he had heard the news.

“About Miss Wylie?” said Sir Charles.  “Yes, I should think so.  I believe the whole country knows it, though they have not been engaged three hours.  Have you seen these?” And he pushed a couple of newspapers across the table.

Erskine had to make several efforts before he could read.  “You were a fool to sign that document,” he said.  “I told you so at the time.”

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