or chapel at Tichborne,” which he said he would
only build under the conditions mentioned in a paper
which he had left in the hands of his dearest and
most trusted friend, Mr. Gosford, the steward of the
family estates. In truth, months before the day
when he gave Miss Doughty a copy of “The Vow”
in the garden at Tichborne, he had solemnly signed
and sealed up a compact with his own conscience, and
deposited it with other precious mementoes of that
time in his friend’s safe keeping. Parting
with friends in England cost him, perhaps, but little
sorrow, for his mind was full of projects to be carried
into effect on his return. He aspired to the
character of a traveller, and to be qualified for
membership at the Travellers’ Club, where, in
one of his letters while abroad, he requests that
his name may be inscribed as a candidate. He
had an old habit of keeping diaries, and he promised
to send extracts, and, after all, the time would not
be long. There was one house in which Roger naturally
shrank from saying farewell. He had made a solemn
resolution that he would go to Tichborne no more while
matters remained thus, and his pride was wounded by
what appeared to him to be a want of confidence on
the part of Lady Doughty. In a worldly point
of view it is difficult to conceive any union more
desirable than that of the two cousins. But it
is clear that the mother trembled for the future of
her child. Hence she still gave ready ear to tales
of the wild life of the regiment, and hinted them in
her letters to her nephew in a way that made him angry,
but not vindictive. He was asked to go and see
his uncle, Sir Edward, before starting; but his will
was inflexible, and he went away, as he had all along
said that he would, resolved to bury his sorrows within
himself. Roger went away in February, and spent
nearly three weeks in Paris with his parents and some
old friends of his early days. His mother was
much averse to his plan of travelling; and she opposed
it both by her own upbraidings, and by the persuasion
of spiritual advisers who had influence over her son.
But it was of no avail. Roger had chosen to sail
in a French vessel from Havre—“La
Pauline”—and sail he would.
His voyage to Valparaiso was to last four months, and
thence he was going on in the same vessel to Peru.
It was doubtless because of the strong hold which
the French language and many French manners still
had on him, that, though he took an English servant
with him, he preferred a French ship with a French
captain and French seamen. On the 1st of March,
1853, he sailed away from Europe, and, as we are bound
to believe, never returned. The “Pauline”
started with bad weather, which detained her in the
Channel, and compelled her to put in at Falmouth,
but after that she made a good voyage round Cape Horn
to Valparaiso, where she arrived on the 19th of June.
As the vessel was to remain there a month, Roger,
after spending a week in Valparaiso, started with
his servant John Moore to see Santiago, the capital


