this, more than a month must have elapsed, and the
writer may no longer be in either. You say
you hope I may return a new being; and I have
no doubt my health will be benefited, and my spirits
revived by change of external objects; but oh, how
dreary it all is now! You bid me cheer my
father when my mother shall have left us, without
knowing that she is already gone. I make every
exertion that duty and affection can prompt; but,
you know, it is my nature rather to absorb the
sorrow of others than to assist them in throwing
it off; and when one’s own heart is all but frozen,
one knows not where to find warmth to impart
to those who are shivering with misery beside
one.... I have left myself scarcely any room to
tell you of my present life. I work very
hard, rehearsing every morning and acting every
night, and spending the intervening time in long
farewell rides round this most beautiful and beloved
Edinburgh. Mr. Combe says I am wearing myself
out, body and mind; but I am already looking
better, and less thin, than when I left London;
and besides, I shall presently have a longer rest—holiday
I cannot call it—on board ship than
I have had for the last three years. We
acted “Francis I.” here last night, for
the first time; and I am sure that, mingled with
the applause, I heard very distinct hissing;
whether addressed to the acting, which was some of
it execrable, or to the play itself, which I think
quite deserving of such a demonstration, I know
not.... You know my opinion of the piece;
and as, with the exception of the two parts of
De Bourbon and the Friar, and not excepting my own,
it really was vilely acted, hissing did not appear
to me an unnatural proceeding, though perhaps,
under the circumstances, not altogether a courteous
one on the part of the modern Athenians. I tell
you this, because what else have I to tell you,
but that I am your ever affectionate
F. A. K.
Tuesday, 10th.—At half-past twelve rode out with Liston and his daughter, Mr. Murray, and Allen (since Sir William, the celebrated artist, friend, and painter, of Walter Scott and his family).... In the evening, at the theater, the house was very full, and I acted very well, though I was so tired that I could hardly stand, and every bone in my body ached with my hard morning’s ride. While I was sitting in the greenroom, Mr. Wilson came in, and it warmed my heart to see a Covent Garden face. He tells me Laporte is giving concerts in the poor old playhouse: well, good luck attend him, poor man (though I know it won’t, for “there’s nae luck about that house, there’s nae luck at a’"). Walter Scott has reached Edinburgh, and starts for Abbotsford to-morrow: I am glad he has come back to die in his own country, in his own home, surrounded by the familiar objects his eyes have loved to look upon, and by the hearts of his countrymen, and the prayers, the blessings, the gratitude, and the love they owe him. All Europe will mourn his death; and for years


