Roy,” and I was sorry that I did, for it
gave me such a home-sick longing for Edinburgh,
and the lovely sea-shore out by Cramond, and the sunny
coast of Fife. How all my delightful, girlish,
solitary rambles came back to me! Why do
such pleasant times ever pass? or why do they
ever come? The Scotch airs set me crying with
all the recollections they awakened. In
spite, moreover, of my knowing every plank and
pulley, and scene-shifter and carpenter behind those
scenes, here was I crying at this Scotch melodrama,
feeling my heart puff out my chest for “Rob
Roy,” though Mr Ward is, alas! my acquaintance,
and I know when he leaves the stage he goes and laughs
and takes snuff in the green room. How I did cry
at the Coronach and Helen Macgregor, though I
know Mrs. Lovell is thinking of her baby, and
the chorus-singers of their suppers. How I did
long to see Loch Lomond and its broad, deep, calm
waters once more, and those lovely green hills,
and the fir forests so fragrant in the sun, and
that dark mountain well, Loch Long, with its rocky
cliffs along whose dizzy edge I used to dream
I was running in a whirlwind; the little bays
where the sun touched the water as it soaked
into cushions of thick, starry moss, and the great
tufts of purple heather all vibrating with tawny
bees! Beautiful wilderness! how glad I am
I have once seen it, and can never forget it; nor the
broad, crisping Clyde, with its blossoming bean-fields,
its jagged rocks and precipices, its gray cliffs
and waving woods, and the mountain streams of
clear, bright, fairy water, rushing and rejoicing
down between the hills to fling themselves into its
bosom; and Dumbarton Castle, with its snowy roses
of Stuart memory! How glad I am that I have
seen it all, if I should never see it again!
And “Rob Roy” brought all this and ever
so much more to my mind. If I had been a
mountaineer, how I should have loved my land!
I wish I had some blood-right to love Scotland
as I do. Unfortunately, all these associations
did not reconcile me to the cockney-Scotch of
our Covent Garden actors, and Mackay’s Bailie
Nicol Jarvie was not the least tender of my reminiscences.
[It was at a public dinner in Edinburgh, at which
Walter Scott and Mackay were guests, that, in
referring to the admirable impersonation of the
Bailie, Scott’s habitual caution with regard
to the authorship of the Waverley Novels for
a moment lost its balance, and in his warm commendation
of the great comedian’s performances a sentence
escaped him which appeared conclusive to many
of those present, if they were still in doubt
upon the subject, that he was their writer.]
Miss Inveraretie was a cruel Diana, but who would not
be?...
Saturday, 14th.—I rode at two with my father. Passed Tyrone Power; what a clever, pleasant man he is; Count d’Orsay joined us; he was riding a most beautiful mare; and then James Macdonald, cum multus aliis, and I was quite dead, and almost cross, with cold.... After dinner I came up to my room, and set to work


