really very good, and I shall like to act with him very much, and Mr. St. Aubin is very fair.  Was introduced to Mrs. Bradshaw, whose looks rather disappointed me, because she “did contrive to make herself look so beautiful” on the stage, in Clari and Mary Copp and everything she did; I suppose her exquisite acting got into her face, somehow.  Henry Greville is delightful, and I like him very much.  When we left Bridgewater House we drove to my aunt Siddons’s.  Every time I see that magnificent ruin some fresh decay makes itself apparent in it, and one cannot but feel that it must soon totter to its fall.

What a price she has paid for her great celebrity!—­weariness, vacuity, and utter deadness of spirit.  The cup has been so highly flavored that life is absolutely without savor or sweetness to her now, nothing but tasteless insipidity.  She has stood on a pinnacle till all things have come to look flat and dreary; mere shapeless, colorless, level monotony to her.  Poor woman! what a fate to be condemned to, and yet how she has been envied, as well as admired!

After dinner had only just time to go over my part and drive to the theater.  My dear, delightful Portia!  The house was good, but the audience dull, and I acted dully to suit them; but I hope my last dress, which was beautiful, consoled them.  What with sham business and real business, I have had a busy day.

Saturday, May 14th.—­Received a note from Theodosia [Lady Monson], and a whole cargo of delicious flowers from Cassiobury.  She writes me that poor old Foster [an old cottager who lived in Lord Essex’s park and whom my friend and I used to visit] is dying.  The last I saw of that “Old Mortality” was sitting with him one bright sunset under his cottage porch, singing to him and dressing his hat with flowers, poor old man! yet after walking this earth upward of ninety-seven years the spirit as well as the flesh must be weary.  His cottage will lose half its picturesqueness without his figure at the door; I wonder who will take care now of the roses he was so fond of, and the pretty little garden I used to forage in for lilies of the valley and strawberries!  I shall never see him again, which makes me sad; I was often deeply struck by the quaint wisdom of that old human relic, and his image is associated in my thoughts with evening walks and summer sunsets and lovely flowers and lordly trees, and he will haunt Cassiobury always to me.  I went with my mother to buy my dresses for “Hernani,” which will cost me a fortune and a half.

                                       GREAT RUSSELL STREET, Saturday. 
     MY DEAREST H——­,