Dresden, introduced me to a comrade from Erfurt as
a Thueringer, and therefore a fellow-countryman.
This was Langethal; and casually as our acquaintance
thus began, it proved to be a lasting friendship.
Our first day’s march was to Meissen, where we
halted. We had enjoyed lovely spring weather
during our march, and our repose was gladdened by
a still lovelier evening. I found all the university
students of the corps, driven by a like impulse, collected
together in an open place by the shores of Elbe and
near a public restaurant; and some old Meissen wine
soon served us as a bond of union. We sat about
twenty strong in a jolly group at a long table, and
began by welcoming and pledging one another to friendship.
It was here that Langethal introduced me to a university
friend of his at Berlin, the young Middendorff, a
divinity student from the Mark.[80] Keeping together
in a merry little society till the middle of the lovely
spring night, we united again next morning in a visit
to the splendid cathedral of Meissen. Thus from
the very first did we three join fast in a common
struggle towards and on behalf of the higher life,
and even if we have not always remained in the like
close outward bonds of union, we have from that time
to this, now near upon fifteen years, never lost our
comradeship in the inner life and our common endeavour
after self-education. Both Langethal and Middendorff
had a third friend, named Bauer, amongst our comrades
of the camp. With him also, as I think, I made
acquaintance as early as at Meissen, but it was more
particularly at Havelberg, later on, that Bauer and
I struck up a friendship together, which has ever
since endured. Even when we have not been together
in outward life, we have always remained one in our
endeavours after the highest and best. Bauer
closed the narrow circle of my friends amongst our
companions in arms.[81]
I remained true to my previous way of life and thought
in the manner in which I viewed my new soldier life.
My main care was always to educate myself for the
actual calling which at the moment I was following;
thus, amongst the first things I took in hand was
an attempt at finding the inner necessity and connection
of the various parts of the drill and the military
services, in which, without any previous acquaintance
with military affairs, I managed, in consequence of
my mathematical and physical knowledge, to succeed
very fairly and without any great difficulty.
I was able to protect myself, therefore, against many
small reprimands, which fell tolerably frequently
on those who had thought this or that instruction
might be lightly passed over as too trivial to be
attended to. It came about in this way, when we
were continually drilling, after the cessation of
the armistice, that the military exercises we performed
gave me genuine pleasure on account of their regularity,
their clearness, and the precision of their execution.
In probing into their nature I could see freedom beneath
their recognised necessity.