am glad to mention this man’s name. I opened
my heart to him, telling him with what horrid and
terrible thoughts I was being visited. He said
in reply: Martin, you do not know how useful and
necessary this affliction is to you; for God does
not exercise you thus without a purpose. You
will see that He will employ you as His servant to
accomplish great things by you. This came true.
For I became a great doctor—I may justly
say this of myself—; but at the time when
I was suffering these afflictions I would never have
believed that this could come to pass. No doubt,
that is what is going to happen to you: you will
become a great man. In the mean time be careful
to keep a brave and stout heart, and impress on your
mind this thought that such remarks which fall from
the lips chiefly of learned and great men contain a
prediction and prophecy. I remember well how a
certain party whom I was comforting for the loss of
his son said to me: Martin, you will see, you
will become a great man. I often remembered this
remark, for, as I said, such remarks contain a prediction
and a prophecy. Therefore, be cheerful and brave,
and cast these exceedingly terrifying thoughts entirely
from you. Whenever the devil worries you with
these thoughts, seek the company of men at once, or
drink somewhat more liberally, jest and play some
jolly prank, or do anything exhilarating. Occasionally
a person must drink somewhat more liberally, engage
in plays, and jests, or even commit some little sin
from hatred and contempt of the devil, so as to leave
him no room for raising scruples in our conscience
about the most trifling matters. For when we
are overanxious and careful for fear that we may be
doing wrong in any matter, we shall be conquered.
Accordingly, if the devil should say to you:
By all means, do not drink! you must tell him:
Just because you forbid it, I shall drink, and that,
liberally. In this manner you must always do the
contrary of what Satan forbids. When I drink
my wine unmixed, prattle with the greatest unconcern,
eat more frequently, do you think that I have any other
reason for doing these things than to scorn and spite
the devil who has attempted to spite and scorn me?
Would God I could commit some real brave sin to ridicule
the devil, that he might see that I acknowledge no
sin and am not conscious of having committed any.
We must put the whole law entirely out of our eyes
and hearts,—we, I say, whom the devil thus
assails and torments. Whenever the devil charges
us with our sins and pronounces us guilty of death
and hell, we ought to say to him: I admit that
I deserve death and hell; what, then, will happen to
me? Why, you will be eternally damned! By
no means; for I know One who has suffered and made
satisfaction for me. His name is Jesus Christ,
the Son of God. Where He abides, there will I
also abide.” (21a, 1532 ff.)


