The Frozen Deep eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 111 pages of information about The Frozen Deep.

The Frozen Deep eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 111 pages of information about The Frozen Deep.

“He can try,” said Crayford, quietly—­“when his friend asks him.”

Wardour’s manner softened.

“That’s true,” he said.  “I will try.  Do you remember the first night at sea when we sailed from England in the Wanderer?”

“As well as if it was yesterday.”

“A calm, still night,” the other went on, thoughtfully.  “No clouds, no stars.  Nothing in the sky but the broad moon, and hardly a ripple to break the path of light she made in the quiet water.  Mine was the middle watch that night.  You came on deck, and found me alone—­”

He stopped.  Crayford took his hand, and finished the sentence for him.

“Alone—­and in tears.”

“The last I shall ever shed,” Wardour added, bitterly.

“Don’t say that!  There are times when a man is to be pitied indeed, if he can shed no tears.  Go on, Richard.”

Wardour proceeded—­still following the old recollections, still preserving his gentler tones.

“I should have quarreled with any other man who had surprised me at that moment,” he said.  “There was something, I suppose, in your voice when you asked my pardon for disturbing me, that softened my heart.  I told you I had met with a disappointment which had broken me for life.  There was no need to explain further.  The only hopeless wretchedness in this world is the wretchedness that women cause.”

“And the only unalloyed happiness,” said Crayford, “the happiness that women bring.”

“That may be your experience of them,” Wardour answered; “mine is different.  All the devotion, the patience, the humility, the worship that there is in man, I laid at the feet of a woman.  She accepted the offering as women do—­accepted it, easily, gracefully, unfeelingly—­accepted it as a matter of course.  I left England to win a high place in my profession, before I dared to win her.  I braved danger, and faced death.  I staked my life in the fever swamps of Africa, to gain the promotion that I only desired for her sake—­and gained it.  I came back to give her all, and to ask nothing in return, but to rest my weary heart in the sunshine of her smile.  And her own lips—­the lips I had kissed at parting—­told me that another man had robbed me of her.  I spoke but few words when I heard that confession, and left her forever.  ‘The time may come,’ I told her, ’when I shall forgive you.  But the man who has robbed me of you shall rue the day when you and he first met.’  Don’t ask me who he was!  I have yet to discover him.  The treachery had been kept secret; nobody could tell me where to find him; nobody could tell me who he was.  What did it matter?  When I had lived out the first agony, I could rely on myself—­I could be patient, and bide my time.”

“Your time?  What time?”

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