gentleness of one of her birth and breeding; but there
were lots of other women similarly graced and gifted
who were only too eager to welcome him and pet him
and make much of him, and towards whom he found himself
absolutely indifferent. Was he falling in love?
Had he been asked the question, he would honestly have
answered that he was about the last person in the
world to form a romantic attachment. There was
no kind of sentimental wistfulness in his nature;
his imagination had no poetical trick of investing
the face and form of any passably good-looking girl
with a halo of rainbow-hues; even as a lad his dreams
had concerned themselves more with the possibility
of his becoming a great musician than with his sharing
his fame and glory with a radiant bride. But,
above all, the rhodomontade of simulated passion that
he heard in the theatre, and the extravagance of action
necessary for stage effect, would of themselves have
tended to render him sceptical and callous. He
saw too much of how it was done. Did ever any
man in his senses swear by the eternal stars in talking
to a woman; and did ever any man in his senses kneel
at a woman’s feet? In former times they
may have done so, when fustian and attitudinizing were
not fustian and attitudinizing, but common habit and
practice; but in our own day did the love-making of
the stage, with all its frantic gestures and wild
appeals, represent anything belonging to actual life?
Of course, if the question had been pushed home, he
would have had to admit that love as a violent passion
does veritably exist, or otherwise there would not
be so many young men blowing out their brains, and
young women drowning themselves, out of disappointment;
but probably he would have pointed out that in these
cases the coroner’s jury invariably and charitably
certify that the victim is insane.
No; romance had never been much in his way, except
the sham romance which he had assumed along with a
painted face and a stage costume, and of which he
knew the just and accurate value. He had never
had time to fall seriously in love, he used to say
to Maurice Mangan. And now, in this long spell
of idleness in the North, amid these gracious surroundings,
if he had had to confess that he found a singular
fascination in the society of Honnor Cunyngham, why,
he would have discovered a dozen reasons and excuses
rather than admit that poetical sentiment had anything
to do with it. For one thing, she was different
from any woman he had ever met before; and that of
itself piqued his curiosity. You had to speak
the downright truth to her—when she looked
at you with those clear hazel eyes; little make-believes
of flattery were of no use at all. Her very tranquillity
and isolation were a sort of challenge; her almost
masculine independence was like to drive a man to
say, “I am as peremptory as she proud-minded.”
Nevertheless, she was no curst Katherine; her temper
was of the serenest; she was almost too bland and
placid, Lionel thought—it showed she cared
too little about you to be either exacting and petulant,
or, on the other hand, solicitous to please.