birds singing in them three hours afterwards!
And, in that same storm, two young women belonging
to a festive party were killed on the Malvern Hills—each
sealed to death in a moment with a sign on the chest
which a common seal would cover—only the
sign on them was not rose-coloured as on our tree,
but black as charred wood. So I get ‘possessed’
sometimes with the effects of these impressions, and
so does one, at least, of my sisters, in a lower degree—and
oh!—how amusing and instructive all this
is to you! When my father came into the room
to-day and found me hiding my eyes from the lightning,
he was quite angry and called ’it disgraceful
to anybody who had ever learnt the alphabet’—to
which I answered humbly that ’I knew it was’—but
if I had been impertinent, I
might have added
that wisdom does not come by the alphabet but in spite
of it? Don’t you think so in a measure?
non obstantibus Bradbury and Evans? There’s
a profane question—and ungrateful too ...
after the Duchess—I except the Duchess
and her peers—and be sure she will be the
world’s Duchess and received as one of your
most striking poems. Full of various power the
poem is.... I cannot say how deeply it has impressed
me—but though I want the conclusion, I
don’t
wish for it; and in this, am reasonable
for once! You will not write and make yourself
ill—will you? or read ‘Sybil’
at unlawful hours even? Are you better at all?
What a letter! and how very foolishly to-day
I
am yours,
E.B.B.
R.B. to E.B.B.
Sunday
Morning.
[Post-mark, July
14, 1845.]
Very well—I shall say no more on the subject—though
it was not any piece of formality on your part that
I deprecated; nor even your over-kindness exactly—I
rather wanted you to be really, wisely kind, and do
me a greater favour then the next great one in degree;
but you must understand this much in me, how you can
lay me under deepest obligation. I daresay you
think you have some, perhaps many, to whom your well-being
is of deeper interest than to me. Well, if that
be so, do for their sakes make every effort with the
remotest chance of proving serviceable to you; nor
set yourself against any little irksomeness
these carriage-drives may bring with them just at the
beginning; and you may say, if you like, ’how
I shall delight those friends, if I can make this
newest one grateful’—and, as from
the known quantity one reasons out the unknown, this
newest friend will be one glow of gratitude, he knows
that, if you can warm your finger-tips and so do yourself
that much real good, by setting light to a dozen ‘Duchesses’:
why ought I not to say this when it is so true?
Besides, people profess as much to their merest friends—for
I have been looking through a poem-book just now,
and was told, under the head of Album-verses alone,
that for A. the writer would die, and for B. die too
but a crueller death, and for C. too, and D. and so