Uncle Max eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 706 pages of information about Uncle Max.

Uncle Max eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 706 pages of information about Uncle Max.

‘She can’t do anything for me,’ muttered Phoebe restlessly; ’no one—­not even you, doctor, can do anything for me.  I am doomed,—­doomed before my time.’

Mr. Hamilton looked at me meaningly, as though to say, ’Now you see what you have to do:  this is more your work than mine.’  I obeyed the hint, and accosted the sick woman as cheerfully as though her dismal speech had not curdled my blood.

’I hope I shall be some comfort to you; it is hard indeed if no one can help you, when you have so much to bear!’

‘To bear!’ repeating my words as though they stung her.  ’I have lain here for three years—­three years come Christmas Eve, doctor—­between these four walls, summer and winter, winter and summer, and never knew except by heat or cold what season of the year it was.  And I am young,—­just turned four-and-thirty,—­and I may lie here thirty years more, unless I die or go mad.’

‘Now, Phoebe,’ remonstrated Mr. Hamilton,—­and how gently he spoke!—­’have I not told you over and over that things may mend yet if you will only be patient and good?  You are just making things worse by bearing them so badly.  Why, a friend of mine has been seven years on her back like you, and she is the happiest, cheeriest body:  it is quite a pleasure to go into her room.’

‘Maybe she is good, and I am wicked,’ returned Phoebe sullenly.  ’I cannot help it, doctor:  it is one of my bad days, and nothing but wicked words come uppermost.  The devil has a deal of power when a woman is chained as I am.’

‘Don’t you think you could exorcise the demon by a song, Miss Garston?’ observed Mr. Hamilton, in an undertone.  ’This is just the case where music may be a soothing influence; something must be tried for the poor creature.’

The proposition almost took away my breath.  Sing now! before Mr. Hamilton!  And yet how in sheer humanity could I refuse?  I had often sung before to my patients, and had never minded it in the least; but before Mr. Hamilton!

‘You need not think of me,’ he continued provokingly,—­for of course I was thinking of him:  ’I am no critic in the musical line.  Just try how it answers, will you?’ And he walked away and turned his back to us, and seemed absorbed in the sampler.

For one minute I hesitated, and then I cleared my throat.  ’I am going to sing something, Phoebe.  Mr. Hamilton thinks it will do you good.’  And then, fearful lest her waywardness should stop me, I commenced at once with the first line of the beautiful hymn, ’Art thou weary? art thou languid?’

My voice trembled sadly at first, and my burning face and cold hands testified to my nervousness; but after the first verse I forgot Mr. Hamilton’s presence and only remembered it was Charlie’s favourite hymn I was singing, and sang it with a full heart.

When I had finished, I bent over Phoebe and asked if I should sing any more, and, to my great delight, she nodded assent.  I sang ’Abide with me,’ and several other suitable hymns, and I did not stop until the hard look of woe in Phoebe’s eyes had softened into a more gentle expression.

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