house, any way. One of them, that took care of
me most of the time, why, she would even set up half
the night with me, and I couldn’t begin to tell
you how good-natured she was, an’ she’d
look real sorry too. I used to be ugly, I ached
so, along in the first of my being there, but I spoke
of it when I was coming away, and she said it was
all right. She used to feed me, that lady did;
and there were some days I couldn’t lift my
head, and she would rise it on her arm. She give
me a little mite of a book, when I come away.
I’m not much of a hand at reading, but I always
kept it on account of her. She was so pleased
when I got so’s to set up in a chair and look
out of the window. She wasn’t much of a
hand to talk English. I did feel bad to come away
from there; I ’most wished I could be sick a
while longer. I never said much of anything either,
and I don’t know but she thought it was queer,
but I am a dreadful clumsy man to say anything, and
I got flustered. I don’t know’s I
mind telling you; I was ’most a-crying.
I used to think I’d lay by some money and ship
for there and carry her something real pretty.
But I don’t rank able-bodied seaman like I used,
and it’s as much as I can do to get a berth
on a coaster; I suppose I might go as cook. I
liked to have died with my hurt at that hospital, but
when I was getting well it made me think of when I
was a mite of a chap to home before mother died, to
be laying there in a clean bed with somebody to do
for me. Guess you think I’m a good hand
to spin long yarns; somehow it comes easy to talk
to-day.”
“What became of your cat?” asked Kate,
after a pause, during which our friend sliced away
at the porgies.
“I never rightfully knew; it was in Salem harbor,
and a windy night. I was on deck consider’ble,
for the schooner pitched lively, and once or twice
she dragged her anchor. I never saw the kitty
after she eat her supper. I remember I gave her
some milk,—I used to buy her a pint once
in a while for a treat; I don’t know but she
might have gone off on a cake of ice, but it did seem
as if she had too much sense for that. Most likely
she missed her footing, and fell overboard in the dark.
She was marked real pretty, black and white, and kep’
herself just as clean! She knew as well as could
be when foul weather was coming; she would bother
round and act queer; but when the sun was out she would
sit round on deck as pleased as a queen. There!
I feel bad sometimes when I think of her, and I never
went into Salem since without hoping that I should
see her. I don’t know but if I was a-going
to begin my life over again, I’d settle down
ashore and have a snug little house and farm it.
But I guess I shall do better at fishing. Give
me a trig-built topsail schooner painted up nice,
with a stripe on her, and clean sails, and a fresh
wind with the sun a-shining, and I feel first-rate.”