Not a shop, never a passer-by—nothing but
melancholy frontages, with shutters always closed.
At the back, however, their windows, overlooking some
courtyards, were turned to the full sunlight.
The dining-room opened even on to a spacious balcony,
a kind of wooden gallery, whose arcades were hung
with a giant wistaria which almost smothered them with
foliage. And the girl had grown up there, at first
near her invalid father, then cloistered, as it were,
with her mother, whom the least exertion exhausted.
She had remained so complete a stranger to the town
and its neighbourhood, that Claude and herself burst
into laughter when she met his inquiries with the
constant answer, ’I don’t know.’
The mountains? Yes, there were mountains on one
side, they could be seen at the end of the streets;
while on the other side of the town, after passing
along other streets, there were flat fields stretching
far away; but she never went there, the distance was
too great. The only height she remembered was
the Puy de Dome, rounded off at the summit like a
hump. In the town itself she could have found
her way to the cathedral blindfold; one had to turn
round by the Place de Jaude and take the Rue des Gras;
but more than that she could not tell him; the rest
of the town was an entanglement, a maze of sloping
lanes and boulevards; a town of black lava ever dipping
downward, where the rain of the thunderstorms swept
by torrentially amidst formidable flashes of lightning.
Oh! those storms; she still shuddered to think of
them. Just opposite her room, above the roofs,
the lightning conductor of the museum was always on
fire. In the sitting-room she had her own window—a
deep recess as big as a room itself—where
her work-table and personal nick-nacks stood.
It was there that her mother had taught her to read;
it was there that, later on, she had fallen asleep
while listening to her masters, so greatly did the
fatigue of learning daze her. And now she made
fun of her own ignorance; she was a well-educated
young lady, and no mistake, unable even to repeat the
names of the Kings of France, with the dates of their
accessions; a famous musician too, who had never got
further than that elementary pianoforte exercise,
‘The little boats’; a prodigy in water-colour
painting, who scamped her trees because foliage was
too difficult to imitate. Then she skipped, without
any transition, to the fifteen months she had spent
at the Convent of the Visitation after her mother’s
death—a large convent, outside the town,
with magnificent gardens. There was no end to
her stories about the good sisters, their jealousies,
their foolish doings, their simplicity, that made one
start. She was to have taken the veil, but she
felt stifled the moment she entered a church.
It had seemed to be all over with her, when the Superior,
by whom she was treated with great affection, diverted
her from the cloister by procuring her that situation
at Madame Vanzade’s. She had not yet got
over the surprise. How had Mother des Saints Anges
been able to read her mind so clearly? For, in
fact, since she had been living in Paris she had dropped
into complete indifference about religion.


