Yet it was a very happy man who went whistling to his room that night.  He was rather proud of himself too.  After all the bitterness of the past months, he had been gentle and loving to Sara Lee.  He had not scolded her.

In the next room he could hear her going quietly about, opening and closing the drawers of the new bureau, moving a chair.  Pretty soon, God willing, they need never be separated.  He would have her always, to protect and cherish and love.

He went outside to her closed door.

“Good night, sweetheart,” he called softly.

“Good night, dear,” came her soft reply.

But long after he was asleep Sara Lee stood at her window and listened to the leaves, so like the feet of weary men on the ruined street over there.

For the first time she was questioning the thing she had done.  She loved Harvey—­but there were many kinds of love.  There was the love of Jean for Henri, and there was the wonderful love, though the memory now was cruel and hurt her, of Henri for herself.  And there was the love of Marie for the memory of Maurice the spy.  Many kinds of love; and one heart might love many people, in different ways.

A small doubt crept into her mind.  This feeling she had for Harvey was not what she had thought it was over there.  It was a thing that had belonged to a certain phase of her life.  But that phase was over.  It was, like Marie’s, but a memory.

This Harvey of the new car and the increased income and the occasional hardness in his voice was not the Harvey she had left.  Or perhaps it was she who had changed.  She wondered.  She felt precisely the same, tender toward her friends, unwilling to hurt them.  She did not want to hurt Harvey.

But she did not love him as he deserved to be loved.  And she had a momentary lift of the veil, when she saw the long vista of the years, the two of them always together and always between them hidden, untouched, but eating like a cancer, Harvey’s resentment and suspicion of her months away from him.

There would always be a barrier between them.  Not only on Harvey’s side.  There were things she had no right to tell—­of Henri, of his love and care for her, and of that last terrible day when he realized what he had done.

That night, lying in the new bed, she faced that situation too.  How much was she to blame?  If Henri felt that each life lost was lost by him wasn’t the same true for her?  Why had she allowed him to stay in London?

But that was one question she did not answer frankly.

She lay there in the darkness and wondered what punishment he would receive.  He had done so much for them over there.  Surely, surely, they would allow for that.  But small things came back to her—­the awful sight of the miller and his son, led away to death, with the sacks over their heads.  The relentlessness of it all, the expecting that men should give everything, even life itself, and ask for no mercy.