knew it, and felt she had found what her heart had
so long and so ardently craved. She had parted
from him with a consciousness that she was never to
meet him again; and yet his image was with her by
day and by night—her fancy kept him by day,
and her dreams by night. She loved him for the
mellow civilization of his heart and for the wild
savageness of his garb. Oh, the heart of dear
woman! it is her world. Would that the realizations
of life were as her heart paints and craves them!
He had again come as unexpectedly to her; but the
figure was without its surroundings: the diamond
was there, but the setting was gone, and she was not
agreeably surprised: hence the indifference manifested
by her when he discovered to her his identity.
Intercourse had revived the tenderness of the woman
as it dispelled the romance of the girl. Her
affection she deemed was not a fancy, but a feeling
now. Her heart had wandered and fluttered like
a wounded bird seeking some friendly limb for support—some
secluded shade for rest. She had found all, and
she was happy. He was her future; she thought
of none other—of nothing else. Was
he as happy? He had seen the rough side of the
world, and thought more rationally. His night
was sleepless. In a moment of feeling he had
asked and received the heart of a lovely being whom
he felt he could always love. He knew she was
more than anxious for a home where she was mistress,
and he must prepare it—but how, or where?
He was without means. It was humiliating to depend
on hers; and this was the first alloy which stained
and impoverished the bliss of his anticipations.
They met in the early morning. Her brow was clouded.
None were up save themselves. Their interview
was brief and explicit. He saw her in a new phase;
she had business tact as well as an independent spirit.
“You must leave this morning,” she said,
“and immediately after breakfast. My sister
has put the servants through the gantlet of inquiry.
They knew what she wanted to know, and if inclination
had been wanting, the fear of the stocks and torture
would have compelled them to tell it to her.
She has heard all she wished, to her heart’s
content. She was in my chamber until midnight,
and, as usual, we have quarrelled. They have
told her that I was constantly with you, and that
I was in love with you, and a thousand things less
true than this. She has upbraided me for entering
your chamber when you were sick. She menacingly
shook her finger at me, and almost threatened corporal
punishment if I did not desist from your association.
I shall be surprised if she does not insult you upon
sight. Nothing will prevent it but fear of offending
brother. This she would not do for less than
half of his estate—for that, and even more,
she is now playing. She pretends devotion to
him; and they profess a mutual attachment. If
this is sincere, it is the only love either of them
ever felt. You must express to brother, the moment