With these, an army blanket thrown over my shoulders
and pinned with a thorn, and my dress kilted up like
a washerwoman’s, I defied alike the liquid streets
and the piercing wind. My “nursery”
was at this time filled to overflowing. My mind’s
eye takes in every nook and corner of that large room.
It is very strange, but true, that I remember the
position of each bed and the faces of those who lay
there at different times. As I said before, they
were principally the youngest patients, or those requiring
constant supervision. I seem to see them now,
lying pale and worn, their hollow eyes looking up
at me as I fed them or following with wistful gaze
my movements about the ward. Some bear ghastly
wounds, others sit upon the side of the bed, trembling
with weakness, yet smiling proudly because they can
do so much, and promising soon to pay me a visit downstairs,
“if I can
make it; but I’m
powerful
weak right
now.” I remember
two brave Texas boys, brothers, both wounded at Murfreesboro’,
who lay side by side in this ward. One of them
was only fifteen years old. When he was brought
in, it was found that a minie-ball had penetrated
near the eye, and remained in the wound, forcing the
eye entirely from the socket, causing the greatest
agony. At first it was found difficult to extract
it, and it proved a most painful operation. I
stood by, and his brother had his cot brought close
so that he could hold his other hand. Not a groan
did the brave boy utter, but when it was over, and
the eye replaced and bandaged, he said, “Doctor,
how soon can I go back to my regiment?”
Poor boy! he
did go back in time to participate
in the battle of Chickamauga, where he met his death.
Twenty years after, I met his brother at a reunion
of Confederate soldiers, in Dallas, Texas, and he could
hardly tell me for weeping that Eddie had been shot
down at his side while gallantly charging with the
—— Texas Cavalry. Another youth,
—— Roundtree, of Alabama, lingered
in that ward for many weeks, suffering from dysentery,
and, I believe, was finally discharged.
Dr. Gore, of Kentucky, took the deepest interest in
my nursery, and sometimes asked permission to place
young friends of his own there, a compliment which
I highly appreciated. Dr. Gore was one of Nature’s
noblemen. In his large, warm heart there seemed
to be room for everybody. His interest in his
patients was very keen, and his skill greatly enhanced
by extreme tenderness and unfailing attention.
He was an earnest Christian (a Methodist, I believe),
but upon one occasion I saw him so excited and distressed
that he “fell from grace,” and gave vent
to a fearful imprecation. He had brought to me
a boy of seventeen very ill of dysentery. For
days it seemed that he must die. Dr. Gore and
I watched him and nursed him as if he had been very
near and dear. A slight improvement showed itself
at last, and of course his craving for food was insatiate.
As this was a special ward, the nurses had been forbidden