Ishmael eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 810 pages of information about Ishmael.

Ishmael eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 810 pages of information about Ishmael.

“Oh, poor little fellow, how feeble he looks!  Hannah, it seems such a pity that all the plans I formed for his future welfare should be lost because he is not what I supposed him to be; it seems hard that the revelation which has made me happy should make him unfortunate; or, rather, that it should prevent his good fortune!  And it shall not do so entirely.  It is true, I cannot now adopt him,—­the child of a stranger,—­and take him home and rear him as my own, as I should have done had he been what I fancied him to be.  Because it might not be right, you know, and my husband might not approve it.  And, oh, Hannah, I have grown so timid lately that I dread, I dread more than you can imagine, to do anything that he might not like.  Not that he is a domestic tyrant either.  You have lived on his estate long enough to know that Herman Brudenell is all that is good and kind.  But then you see I am all wrong—­and always was so.  Everything I do is ill done—­and always so.  It is all my own fault, and I must try to amend it, if ever I am to hope for happiness.  So I must not do anything unless I am sure that it will not displease him, therefore I must not take this child of a stranger home, and rear him as my own.  But I will do all that I can for him here.  At present his little wants are all physical.  Take this purse, dear woman, and make him as comfortable as you can.  I think he ought to have medical attendance; procure it for him; get everything he needs; and when the purse is empty bring it to me to be replenished.  So much for the present.  If he lives I will pay for his schooling, and see that he is apprenticed to some good master to learn a trade.”

And with these words the countess held out a well-filled purse to Hannah.

With a deep blush Hannah shook her head and put the offered bounty back, saying: 

“No, my lady, no.  Nora’s child must not become the object of your charity.  It will not do.  My nephew’s wants are few, and will not be felt long; I can supply them all while he lives, I thank you all the same, madam.”

Berenice looked seriously disappointed.  Again she pressed her bounty upon Hannah, saying: 

“I do not really think you are right to refuse assistance that is proffered to this poor child.”

But Hannah was firm as she replied: 

“I know that I am right, madam.  And so long as I am able and willing to supply all his wants myself, and so long as I do supply them, I do him no injury in refusing for him the help of others.”

“But do you have to supply all his wants?  I suppose that his father must be a poor man, but is he so poor as not to be able to render you some assistance?”

Hannah paused a moment in thought before answering this question, then she said: 

“His father is dead, my lady.” (Dead to him was her mental reservation.)

“Poor orphan,” sighed the countess, with the tears springing to her eyes; “and you will not let me do anything for him?”

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