on the trouble and think within themselves, “Now
is the hour of trial; it is needful to be strong and
audacious;” weak men drop into hopeless lassitude,
and the few who happen to be foolish as well as weak
rid themselves of life. I dare say that hardly
one of those who read these lines has escaped that
one awful moment when effort appears vain, when life
is one long ache, and when Time is a creeping horror
that seems to lag as if to torture the suffering heart.
We need only turn to the vivid chapter of modern life
to see the utter folly of “giving in.”
Let us look at the life-history of a statesman who
died some years ago in our country, after wielding
supreme power and earning the homage of millions.
When young Benjamin D’Israeli first entered society
in London, he found that the proud aristocrats looked
askance at him. He came of a despised race, he
had no fortune, his modes of acting and speaking were
strange to the cold, self-contained Northerners among
whom he cast his lot, and his chances looked far from
promising. He waited and worked, but all things
seemed to go wrong with him; he published a poem which
was laughed at all over the country; he strove to
enter Parliament, and failed again and again; middle
age crept on him, and the shadows of failure seemed
to compass him round. In one terrible passage
which he wrote in a flippant novel called “The
Young Duke” he speaks about the woful fate of
a man who feels himself full of strength and ability,
and who is nevertheless compelled to live in obscurity.
The bitter sadness of this startling page catches the
reader by the throat, for it is a sudden revelation
of a strong man’s agony. At last the toiler
obtained his chance, and rose to make his first speech
in the House of Commons. He was then long past
thirty years of age; but he had the exuberance and
daring of a boy. All the best judges in the Commons
admired the opening of the oration; but the coarser
members were stimulated to laughter by the speaker’s
strange appearance. D’Israeli had dressed
himself in utter defiance of all conventions; he wore
a dark green coat which came closely up to his chin,
a gaudy vest festooned with chains, and glittering
rings. His ringlets were combed in a heavy mass
over his right shoulder; and it is said that he looked
like some strange actor. The noise grew as he
went on; his finest periods were lost amid howls of
derision, and at last he raised his arms above his
head, and shouted, “I sit down now; but the
time will come when you will hear me!” A few
good men consoled him; but most of his friends advised
him to get away out of the country that his great
failure might be forgotten. Now here was cause
for despair in all conscience; the brilliant man had
failed disastrously in the very assembly which he
had sworn to master, and the sound of mockery pursued
him everywhere. His hopes seemed blighted; his
future was dim, he was desperately and dangerously
in debt, and he had broken down more completely than