don’t believe that doctrine.’
Johnson.
‘Hold, Sir, do you believe that some will be
punished at all?’
Dr.
Adams.
’Being excluded from Heaven will be a punishment;
yet there may be no great positive suffering.’
Johnson. Well, Sir; but, if you admit any
degree of punishment, there is an end of your argument
for infinite goodness simply considered; for, infinite
goodness would inflict no punishment whatever.
There is not infinite goodness physically considered;
morally there is.’
Boswell. ’But
may not a man attain to such a degree of hope as not
to be uneasy from the fear of death?’
Johnson.
’A man may have such a degree of hope as to keep
him quiet. You see I am not quiet, from the vehemence
with which I talk; but I do not despair.’
Mrs.
Adams. ’You seem, Sir, to
forget the merits of our Redeemer.’
Johnson.
’Madam, I do not forget the merits of my Redeemer;
but my Redeemer has said that he will set some on his
right hand and some on his left.’ He was
in gloomy agitation, and said, ’I’ll have
no more on’t.’ If what has now been
stated should be urged by the enemies of Christianity,
as if its influence on the mind were not benignant,
let it be remembered, that Johnson’s temperament
was melancholy, of which such direful apprehensions
of futurity are often a common effect. We shall
presently see that when he approached nearer to his
aweful change, his mind became tranquil, and he exhibited
as much fortitude as becomes a thinking man in that
situation.
From the subject of death we passed to discourse of
life, whether it was upon the whole more happy or
miserable. Johnson was decidedly for the balance
of misery: in confirmation of which I maintained,
that no man would choose to lead over again the life
which he had experienced. Johnson acceded to
that opinion in the strongest terms.
On Sunday, June 13, our philosopher was calm at breakfast.
There was something exceedingly pleasing in our leading
a College life, without restraint, and with superiour
elegance, in consequence of our living in the Master’s
house, and having the company of ladies. Mrs.
Kennicot related, in his presence, a lively saying
of Dr. Johnson to Miss Hannah More, who had expressed
a wonder that the poet who had written Paradise Lost
should write such poor Sonnets:—’Milton,
Madam, was a genius that could cut a Colossus from
a rock; but could not carve heads upon cherry-stones.’
On Monday, June 14, and Tuesday, 15, Dr. Johnson and
I dined, on one of them, I forget which, with Mr.
Mickle, translator of the Lusiad, at Wheatley, a very
pretty country place a few miles from Oxford; and on
the other with Dr. Wetherell, Master of University
College. From Dr. Wetherell’s he went to
visit Mr. Sackville Parker, the bookseller; and when
he returned to us, gave the following account of his
visit, saying, ’I have been to see my old friend,
Sack Parker; I find he has married his maid; he has