The Lookout Man eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 280 pages of information about The Lookout Man.

The Lookout Man eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 280 pages of information about The Lookout Man.

When he had waited until the sun was low, and Marion did not come or send him a signal from the little knoll behind the cabin, he told himself that he was just a whim of hers; that he merely furnished her with a little amusement, gave her a pleasant imitation of adventure; that if something more exciting came into her dull life there in the Basin, she would never bother with him again.  He told himself cynically that she would merely be proving her good sense if she stopped meeting him or sending those brief little messages; but Lord, how they did put heart into a fellow!—­those little dots of brightness, with now and then a wider, longer splash of radiance, which she told him meant “forevermore”; or, if it were very long and curved, as when she waved the glass over her head, it meant a laugh, and “here’s hoping.”

But when she did not come, or even run up the hill and send him the one-two-three signal which meant she could not meet him that day, he faced the long night feeling that the world held not one friend upon whom he could depend.  The next day he went out, but he was so absolutely hopeless that he persuaded himself she would not come and that he did not want her to come.  He did not want to meet any human being that he could think of—­except his mother, and his punishment was that he should never see her again.  He had to walk for exercise, and he might get a shot at a grouse.  He was not going to meet Marion at all.  Let her stay at home, if she wanted to—­he could stand it if she could.

He tramped down the mountain toward the Basin.  It was a dreary journey at best, and today his perverse mood would not let him brighten it with the hope of seeing Marion.  She had fooled him the day before, after she had promised to come, and he had carried that chunk of bear meat all the way down from the cave, so now he was going to fool her.  If she came he would just let her stand around in the cold, and see how funny it was to wait for some one who did not show up.

Near their last meeting place, on the brink of the deep gulley that divided the Crystal Lake road from the first slope of Grizzly Peak, he stopped, half tempted to turn back.  She was keen-eyed, and he did not want her to see him first.  She should not have the chance, he reflected, to think he was crazy about meeting her every day.  If she wanted to make it once a week, she wouldn’t find him whining about it.  He moved warily on down to the place, his eyes searching every open spot for a glimpse of her.

He got his glimpse just as she and Hank were climbing the side of the gulley to the road.  It was a glimpse that shocked him out of his youthful self-pity and stood him face to face with a very real hurt.  They were climbing in plain sight, and so close to him that he could hear Hank’s drawling voice telling Marion that she was a cute one, all right; he’d have to hand it to her for being a whole lot cuter than he had sized her up to be.  Uncouth praise it was, bald, insincere, boorish.  Jack heard Marion laugh, just as though she enjoyed Hank’s conversation and company—­and all his anger at yesterday’s apparent slight seemed childish beside this hot, man’s rage that filled him.

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