shown no special interest in what was coming; for her own sake, I had purposely looked at the billiard-balls, instead of looking at her—­and what had been the result?  I had sent her away from me, wounded to the heart!  On the Saturday again—­on the day when she must have foreseen, after what Penelope had told her, that my departure was close at hand—­the same fatality still pursued us.  She had once more attempted to meet me in the shrubbery walk, and she had found me there in company with Betteredge and Sergeant Cuff.  In her hearing, the Sergeant, with his own underhand object in view, had appealed to my interest in Rosanna Spearman.  Again for the poor creature’s own sake, I had met the police-officer with a flat denial, and had declared—­loudly declared, so that she might hear me too—­that I felt “no interest whatever in Rosanna Spearman.”  At those words, solely designed to warn her against attempting to gain my private ear, she had turned away and left the place:  cautioned of her danger, as I then believed; self-doomed to destruction, as I know now.  From that point, I have already traced the succession of events which led me to the astounding discovery at the quicksand.  The retrospect is now complete.  I may leave the miserable story of Rosanna Spearman—­to which, even at this distance of time, I cannot revert without a pang of distress—­to suggest for itself all that is here purposely left unsaid.  I may pass from the suicide at the Shivering Sand, with its strange and terrible influence on my present position and future prospects, to interests which concern the living people of this narrative, and to events which were already paving my way for the slow and toilsome journey from the darkness to the light.

CHAPTER VI

I walked to the railway station accompanied, it is needless to say, by Gabriel Betteredge.  I had the letter in my pocket, and the nightgown safely packed in a little bag—­both to be submitted, before I slept that night, to the investigation of Mr. Bruff.

We left the house in silence.  For the first time in my experience of him, I found old Betteredge in my company without a word to say to me.  Having something to say on my side, I opened the conversation as soon as we were clear of the lodge gates.

“Before I go to London,” I began, “I have two questions to ask you.  They relate to myself, and I believe they will rather surprise you.”

“If they will put that poor creature’s letter out of my head, Mr. Franklin, they may do anything else they like with me.  Please to begin surprising me, sir, as soon as you can.”

“My first question, Betteredge, is this.  Was I drunk on the night of Rachel’s Birthday?”

“You drunk!” exclaimed the old man.  “Why it’s the great defect of your character, Mr. Franklin that you only drink with your dinner, and never touch a drop of liquor afterwards!”