There came a great surge of water. I leaped up in the net, bouncing like a circus acrobat. My book fell out of my hand into the sea.
I looked up, and saw fully half the crew grinning down at me. The mate stood over me. A bucket that still dripped water in his hand showed me where the water had come from.
“Come up out of there! The captain’s been bawling for you for half an hour ... we thought you’d gone overboard.”
I came along the net, drenched and forlorn.
“What in hell were you doing down there?”
“I—I was thinking,” I stammered.
“He was thinking,” echoed the mate scornfully. “Well, thinking will never make a sailor of you.”
Boisterous laughter.
“After this do your thinking where we can find you when you’re wanted.”
As I walked aft, the mate went with me pace for pace, poking more fun at me. To which I dared not answer, as I was impelled, because he was strong and I was very frail ... and always, when on the verge of danger, or a physical encounter, the memory of my Uncle Lan’s beatings would now crash into my memory like an earthquake, and render my resolution and sinews all a-tremble and unstrung.
I was of a mind to tell the captain who was drinking his liquor—but here again I feared, and cursed myself for fearing.
When the mate told him of where he had found me, at last—what he had done—what I had said—Schantze laughed....
But, later on, he sympathised with me and unexpectedly remarked:
“Johann, how can you expect a heavy-minded numbskull like Miller to understand!”
Then, laughing, he seized me by the ear—his usual gesture of fondness for me—
“Remember me if you ever write a book about this voyage, and don’t give me too black a name! I’m not so bad, am I, eh?”
* * * * *
The Australian coast had lain blue across the horizon for several days.
“Watch me to-morrow!” whispered Franz cryptically to me as he strolled lazily by....
Next day, around noon, I heard a big rumpus on the main deck, I hurried up from the cabin.
There lay Franz, sprawled on his back like a huge, lazy dog, and the mate was shaking his belly with his foot on top of it, just as one plays with a dog ... but to show he was not playing, he delivered the prostrate form of the sailor a swift succession of kicks in the ribs....
“You won’t work any longer, you say?”
“No.”
“I’ll kick your guts out.”
“Very well.”
“Stand on your feet like a man.”
“What for? You’ll only knock me down again!” and Franz grinned comically and grotesquely upward, through the gap in his mouth where two of his teeth had been punched out earlier in the voyage.
It was easy to see that Franz’s curious attitude of non-resistance had the mate puzzled what to do next. All the sailors indulged in furtive laughter. None of them had a very deep-rooted love for Miller, and, for the first time, they rather sympathised with the man who had been shanghaied ... some of them even snickered audibly ... and straightway grew intent on their work....


