Our tennis-playing, Blue-Law martyrs, as I have said, were held over night in the workhouse ... or maybe two nights, I do not exactly remember which ... and when they came back they were full of the privations of jail-life, and the degradation of the spirit and mind suffered by prisoners there. To me, their attitude seemed rather tender-foot and callow. It was something that would have been accepted off-handedly by me. I had been in jail often, not for a cause, as I punned wretchedly, but be-cause. I did not accord hero-worship to Penton when he returned, as the women of the household did.
For a week it quite reconciled Hildreth with him....
* * * * *
But on the first night of his absence Hildreth and I took a stroll together in the moonlight.
Long the three women and myself had sat in the library, while I read aloud from a MSS. volume of my poetry, which I intended submitting to the Macmillans soon. For Ruth knew Mr. Brett and promised to give me an introduction to him. And I was to make a special trip to the city on the money I had saved from my weekly remittances ... for Penton would not permit me to spend a cent for my keep while I visited him. And I had already been with him three weeks....
* * * * *
I read them many love poems—those I had written for Vanna....
“Why,” commented Hildreth, “these verses sound like what a very callow youth would write, who never had experience with women ... I mean by that, intimate knowledge of them.”
I flushed and sat silent.
“Some day, when you’ve lived more,” remarked Ruth, “you’ll write love-poetry more simple, more direct.”
“Though infinite ways He knows
To manifest His power,
God, when He made your face,
Was thinking of a flower!”
I read.
“There again you have an instance, of what I mean ... you are only rhetoricising about love; not partaking of its feelings.”
“But I wrote all these poems about a real girl,” and I told them the story of my distant passion for Vanna.
“No matter—you’re a grown-up man who, as far as knowledge of women is concerned, has the heart of a baby,” observed Hildreth.
—“in these days of sex-sophistication a fine thing!” cried Ruth.
“Yes, when out of the mouths of babes and sucklings come quotations from Havelock Ellis and Ellen Key!” cried Darrie.
“Good! Darrie, good!” Hildreth applauded....
“—time to go to bed ... here it’s almost one o’clock.”
“—had no idea it was so late. I have a lot of typing to do to-morrow. Good night, folks!” and Ruth was off to her room upstairs.
“Good-night, Hildreth,—suppose you’re going to sleep down in the little house!” It was Darrie who spoke.
“Yes,” answered Hildreth, in a simple tone, “I will feel quite safe there ... Johnnie’s tent is only a few yards away.”


