years since that painful and terrible scene had been
enacted in the very room where he stood,—two
years since she had confessed by deed and look that
she loved him. Might she not have changed? might
she not have struggled for the mastery of this feeling
with only too certain success? might she not have learned
to regard him with esteem, perchance,—with
friendship,—sentiment,—anything
but that which he desired or would claim at her hands?
Silence and absence and time are pitiless destructives.
Might they not? Aye, might they not? He
paced to and fro, with quick, restless tread, at the
thought. All his love and his longing cried out
against such a cruel supposition. He stopped
by the side of the bookcase against which she had fallen
in that merciless and suffering struggle, and put
his hand down on the little projection, which he knew
had once cut and wounded her, with a strong, passionate
clasp, as though it were herself he held. Just
then he heard a step,—her step, yet how
unlike!—coming down the stairs. Where
he stood he could see her as she crossed the hall,
coming unconsciously to meet him. All the brightness
and airy grace seemed to have been drawn quite out
of her. The alert, slender figure drooped as if
it carried some palpable weight, and moved with a
step slow and unsteady as that of sickness or age.
Her face was pathetic in its sad pallor, and blue,
sorrowful circles were drawn under the deep eyes, heavy
and dim with the shedding of unnumbered tears.
It almost broke his heart to look at her. A feeling,
pitiful as a mother would have for her suffering baby,
took possession of his soul,—a longing to
shield and protect her. Tears blinded him; a
great sob swelled in his throat; he made a step forward
as she came into the room. “Papa,”
she said, without looking up, “you wanted me?”
There was no response. “Papa!” In
an instant an arm enfolded her; a presence, tender
and strong, bent above her; a voice, husky with crowding
emotions, yet sweet with all the sweetness of love,
breathed, “My darling! my darling!” as
his fair, sunny hair swept her face.
Even then she remembered another scene, remembered
her promise; even then she thought of him, of his
future, and struggled to release herself from his
embrace.
What did he say? what could he say? Where were
the arguments he had planned, the entreaties he had
purposed? where the words with which he was to tell
his tale, combat her refusal, win her to a willing
and happy assent? All gone.
There was nothing but his heart and its caresses to
speak for him. Silent, with the ineffable stillness
he kissed her eyes, her mouth, held her to his breast
with a passionate fondness,—a tender, yet
masterful hold, which said, “Nothing shall separate
us now.” She felt it, recognized it, yielded
without power to longer contend, clasped her arms
about his neck, met his eyes, and dropped her face
upon his heart with a long, tremulous sigh which confessed
that heaven was won.