Am, and prayed for his aid and protection, which He
bountifully bestowed even beyond my expectation; for
I felt myself to be unworthy. I then stept boldly
on the deck of this splendid swift-running Steamer,
bound for the city of Cincinnati. This being
the first voyage that I had ever taken on board of
a Steamboat, I was filled with fear and excitement,
knowing that I was surrounded by the vilest enemies
of God and man, liable to be seized and bound hand
and foot, by any white man, and taken back into captivity.
But I crowded myself back from the light among the
deck passengers, where it would be difficult to distinguish
me from a white man. Every time during the night
that the mate came round with a light after the hands,
I was afraid he would see I was a colored man, and
take me up; hence I kept from the light as much as
possible. Some men love darkness rather than
light, because their deeds are evil; but this was
not the case with myself; it was to avoid detection
in doing right. This was one of the instances
of my adventures that my affinity with the Anglo-Saxon
race, and even slaveholders, worked well for my escape.
But no thanks to them for it. While in their midst
they have not only robbed me of my labor and liberty,
but they have almost entirely robbed me of my dark
complexion. Being so near the color of a slaveholder,
they could not, or did not find me out that night among
the white passengers. There was one of the deck
hands on board called out on his watch, whose hammock
was swinging up near by me. I asked him if he
would let me lie in it. He said if I would pay
him twenty-five cents that I might lie in it until
day. I readily paid him the price and got into
the hammock. No one could see my face to know
whether I was white or colored, while I was in the
hammock; but I never closed my eyes for sleep that
night. I had often heard of explosions on board
of Steamboats; and every time the boat landed, and
blowed off steam, I was afraid the boilers had bursted
and we should all be killed; but I lived through the
night amid the many dangers to which I was exposed.
I still maintained my position in the hammock, until
the next morning about 8 o’clock, when I heard
the passengers saying the boat was near Cincinnati;
and by this time I supposed that the attention of
the people would be turned to the city, and I might
pass off unnoticed.
There were no questions asked me while on board the
boat. The boat landed about 9 o’clock in
the morning in Cincinnati, and I waited until after
most of the passengers had gone off of the boat; I
then walked as gracefully up street as if I was not
running away, until I had got pretty well up Broadway.
My object was to go to Canada, but having no knowledge
of the road, it was necessary for me to make some
inquiry before I left the city. I was afraid to
ask a white person, and I could see no colored person
to ask. But fortunately for me I found a company
of little boys at play in the street, and through
these little boys, by asking them indirect questions,
I found the residence of a colored man.