“I wish I could say that our house was all in order but one closet,” said the guest, in a more melancholy tone than usual. “I believe we are more behind-hand than ever this year. You know we have Susan’s children with us for a fortnight while she goes away for a rest, and they have been a good deal of care. I think mother is getting tired of them now, though she was very eager to have a visit from them at first. She said this morning that the little girl was worse than a kitten in a fit, and she did hope that Susan wouldn’t think it best to pass another week away.”
Miss Prince laughed a little, and so did Miss Fraley after a moment’s hesitation. She seemed to be in a somewhat sentimental and introspective mood as she looked out of the window in the May twilight.
“I so often feel as if I were not accomplishing anything,” she said sadly. “It came over me to-day that here I am, really an old woman, and I am just about where I first started,—doing the same things over and over and no better than ever. I haven’t the gift of style; anybody else might have done my work just as well, I am afraid; I am sure the world would have got along just as well without me. Mother has been so active, and has reached such a great age, that perhaps it hasn’t been much advantage to me. I have only learned to depend upon her instead of myself. I begin to see that I should have amounted to a great deal more if I had had a home of my own. I sometimes wish that I were as free to go and come as you are, Nancy.”
But Miss Prince’s thoughts were pleased to take a severely practical turn: “I’m not in the least free,” she answered cheerfully. “I believe you need something to strengthen you, Eunice. I haven’t seen you so out of spirits for a great while. Free! why I’m tied to this house as if I were the knocker on the front door; and I certainly have a great deal of care. I put the utmost confidence in Priscilla, but those nieces of hers would be going wherever they chose, from garret to cellar, before I was ten miles away from Dunport. I have let the cook go away for a week, and Phoebe and Priscilla are alone. Phoebe is a good little creature; I only hope she won’t be married within six months, for I don’t know when I have liked a young girl so well. Priscilla was anxious I should take that black-eyed daughter of her brother’s, and was quite hurt because I refused.”


