It was difficult at first to find exactly where the house had stood; even the foundations had disappeared.  At last in the long, faded grass he discovered the doorstep, and near by was a little mound where the great walnut-tree stump had been.  The cellar was a mere dent in the sloping ground; it had been filled in by the growing grass and slow processes of summer and winter weather.  But just at the pilgrim’s right were some thorny twigs of an old rosebush.  A sudden brightening of memory brought to mind the love that his mother—­dead since his fifteenth year—­had kept for this sweetbrier.  How often she had wished that she had brought it to her new home!  So much had changed in the world, so many had gone into the world of light, and here the faithful blooming thing was yet alive!  There was one slender branch where green buds were starting, and getting ready to flower in the new year.

The afternoon wore late, and still the gray-haired man lingered.  He might have laughed at some one else who gave himself up to sad thoughts, and found fault with himself, with no defendant to plead his cause at the bar of conscience.  It was an altogether lonely hour.  He had dreamed all his life, in a sentimental, self-satisfied fashion, of this return to Winby.  It had always appeared to be a grand affair, but so far he was himself the only interested spectator at his poor occasion.  There was even a dismal consciousness that he had been undignified, perhaps even a little consequential and silly, in the old school-house.  The picture of himself on the war-path, in Johnny Spencer’s arithmetic, was the only tribute that this longed-for day had held, but he laughed aloud delightedly at the remembrance and really liked that solemn little boy who sat at his own old desk.  There was another older lad, who sat at the back of the room, who reminded Mr. Laneway of himself in his eager youth.  There was a spark of light in that fellow’s eyes.  Once or twice in the earlier afternoon, as he drove along, he had asked people in the road if there were a Laneway family in that neighborhood, but everybody had said no in indifferent fashion.  Somehow he had been expecting that every one would know him and greet him, and give him credit for what he had tried to do, but old Winby had her own affairs to look after, and did very well without any of his help.

Mr. Laneway acknowledged to himself at this point that he was weak and unmanly.  There must be some old friends who would remember him, and give him as hearty a welcome as the greeting he had brought for them.  So he rose and went his way westward toward the sunset.  The air was growing damp and cold, and it was time to make sure of shelter.  This was hardly like the visit he had meant to pay to his birthplace.  He wished with all his heart that he had never come back.  But he walked briskly away, intent upon wider thoughts as the fresh evening breeze quickened his steps.  He did not consider where he was going, but was for a time the busy man