the woods; besides these, only the clouds in the sky.
She could not lift her food to her mouth; she could
not be her husband’s working partner. She
never went into another woman’s house to see
her works and ways, but sat there, aching and tired,
vexed by flies and by heat, and isolated in long storms.
Yet the whole countryside neighbored her with true
affection. Her spirit grew stronger as her body
grew weaker, and the doctors, who grieved because
they could do so little with their skill, were never
confronted by that malady of the spirit, a desire
for ease and laziness, which makes the soundest of
bodies useless and complaining. The thought of
her blooms in one’s mind like the whitest of
flowers; it makes one braver and more thankful to
remember the simple faith and patience with which
she bore her pain and trouble. How often she must
have said, “I wish I could do something for
you in return,” when she was doing a thousand
times more than if, like her neighbors, she followed
the simple round of daily life! She was doing
constant kindness by her example; but nobody can tell
the woe of her long days and nights, the solitude of
her spirit, as she was being lifted by such hard ways
to the knowledge of higher truth and experience.
Think of her pain when, one after another, her children
fell ill and died, and she could not tend them!
And now, in the same worn chair where she lived and
slept sat her husband, helpless too, thinking of her,
and missing her more than if she had been sometimes
away from home, like other women. Even a stranger
would miss her in the house.
There sat the old farmer looking down the lane in
his turn, bearing his afflictions with a patient sternness
that may have been born of watching his wife’s
serenity. There was a half-withered rose lying
within his reach. Some days nobody came up the
lane, and the wild birds that ventured near the house
and the clouds that blew over were his only entertainment.
He had a fine face, of the older New England type,
clean-shaven and strong-featured,—a type
that is fast passing away. He might have been
a Cumberland dalesman, such were his dignity, and
self-possession, and English soberness of manner.
His large frame was built for hard work, for lifting
great weights and pushing his plough through new-cleared
land. We felt at home together, and each knew
many things that the other did of earlier days, and
of losses that had come with time. I remembered
coming to the old house often in my childhood; it
was in this very farm lane that I first saw anemones,
and learned what to call them. After we drove
away, this crippled man must have thought a long time
about my elders and betters, as if he were reading
their story out of a book. I suppose he has hauled
many a stick of timber pine down for ship-yards, and
gone through the village so early in the winter morning
that I, waking in my warm bed, only heard the sleds
creak through the frozen snow as the slow oxen plodded
by.