people have too little liberty.  My principle has been to make little free men and women of them from the first.  In morals, altogether—­in intellect, more than we allow—­self-education is that which abides; and it only begins where constraint ends.  Such is my theory.  My practice is consistent.  Let them remain for a week longer, as you say.  The horses shall be at Elverston on Tuesday, the 7th.  I shall be more than usually sad and solitary till their return; so pray, I selfishly entreat, do not extend their absence.  You will smile, remembering how little my health will allow me to see of them, even when at home; but as Chaulieu so prettily says—­I stupidly forget the words, but the sentiment is this—­“although concealed by a sylvan wall of leaves, impenetrable—­(he is pursuing his favourite nymphs through the alleys and intricacies of a rustic labyrinth)—­yet, your songs, your prattle, and your laughter, faint and far away, inspire my fancy; and, through my ears, I see your unseen smiles, your blushes, your floating tresses, and your ivory feet; and so, though sad, am happy; though alone, in company;”—­and such is my case.

’One only request, and I have done.  Pray remind them of a promise made to me.  The Book of Life—­the fountain of life—­it must be drunk of, night and morning, or their spiritual life expires.

’And now, Heaven bless and keep you, my dear cousin; and with all assurances of affection to my beloved niece and my child, believe me ever yours affectionately.

‘SILAS RUTHYN.’

Said Cousin Monica, with a waggish smile—­

’And so, girls, you have Chaulieu and the evangelists; the French rhymester in his alley, and Silas in the valley of the shadow of death; perfect liberty, and a peremptory order to return in a week;—­all illustrating one another.  Poor Silas! old as he is, I don’t think his religion fits him.’

I really rather liked his letter.  I was struggling hard to think well of him, and Cousin Monica knew it; and I really think if I had not been by, she would often have been less severe on him.

As we were all sitting pleasantly about the breakfast table a day or two after, the sun shining on the pleasant wintry landscape, Cousin Monica suddenly exclaimed—­

’I quite forgot to tell you that Charles Oakley has written to say he is coming on Wednesday.  I really don’t want him.  Poor Charlie!  I wonder how they manage those doctors’ certificates.  I know nothing ails him, and he’d be much better with his regiment.’

Wednesday!—­how odd.  Exactly the day after my departure.  I tried to look perfectly unconcerned.  Lady Knollys had addressed herself more to Lady Mary and Milly than to me, and nobody in particular was looking at me.  Notwithstanding, with my usual perversity, I felt myself blushing with a brilliancy that may have been very becoming, but which was so intolerably provoking that I would have risen and left the room but that matters would have been so infinitely worse.  I could have boxed my odious ears.  I could almost have jumped from the window.