Life and Gabriella eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 578 pages of information about Life and Gabriella.

Life and Gabriella eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 578 pages of information about Life and Gabriella.
with which she had treated its frequent manifestations, she remembered only the dark beauty of his face, his robust and vigorous youth, the tenderness and gallantry of his passion.  For her daughters she had drawn an imaginary portrait of him which combined the pagan beauty of Antinous with the militant purity of Saint Paul; and this romantic blending of the heathen and the Presbyterian virtues had passed through her young imagination into the awakening soul of Gabriella.

By the town at large Mrs. Carr’s sorrow was alluded to as “a beautiful grief,” yet so deeply rooted in her being was the instinct to twine, that for the first few years of her bereavement she had simply sat in her widow’s weeds, with her rent paid by Cousin Jimmy Wrenn and her market bills settled monthly by Uncle Beverly Blair, and waited patiently for some man to come and support her.

When no man came, and Uncle Beverly died of a stroke of apoplexy with his will unsigned, she had turned, with the wasted energy of the unfit and the incompetent, to solve the inexplicable problem of indigent ladyhood.  And it was at this crucial instant that Becky Bollingbroke had put her awful question:  “Have you made up your mind, Fanny, what you are going to do?” That was twelve years ago, but deep down in some secret cave of Fanny’s being the ghastly echo of the words still reverberated through the emptiness and the silence.

“Don’t you think, darling,” she pleaded now, as she had pleaded to Becky on that other dreadful occasion, “that we had better send immediately for Cousin Jimmy Wrenn?”

“I—­I can’t think,” gasped Jane, “but you may if you want to, mother.”

“Send, Gabriella,” said Mrs. Carr quickly, and she added tenderly, while Gabriella dropped her work and ran to the outside kitchen for Marthy, the coloured drudge, “you will feel so much better, Jane, after you have had his advice.”

Then at the sight of Jane’s stricken face, which had turned blue as if from a sudden chill, she hurriedly opened the drawer of her sewing machine, and taking out a bottle of camphor she kept there, began tremulously rubbing her daughter’s forehead.  As she did so, she remembered, with the startling irrelevance of the intellectually untrained, the way Jane had looked in her veil and orange blossoms on the day of her wedding.

“I wonder what on earth we have done to deserve our troubles?” she found herself thinking while she put the stopper back into the bottle and returned to her sewing.

“Marthy has gone, mother,” said Gabriella, with her cheerful air as she came back into the room, “and I shut the children in the laundry with Dolly who is doing the washing.”

“I hope they won’t make themselves sick with preserves,” remarked Jane, with the first dart of energy she had shown.  “Perhaps I’d better go and see.  If Fanny eats too much we’ll be up all night with her.”

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