The buried life.
Light flows our war of mocking words,
and yet
Behold, with tears my eyes are wet;
I feel a nameless sadness o’er me
roll.
Yes, yes, we know that we can jest;
We know, we know that we can smile;
But there’s a something in this
breast
To which thy light words bring no rest,
And thy gay smiles no anodyne.
Give me thy hand, and hush awhile,
And turn those limpid eyes on mine,
And, let me read there, love, thy inmost
soul.
Alas, is even love too weak
To unlock the heart, and let it speak?
Are even lovers powerless to reveal
To one another what indeed they feel?
I knew the mass of men concealed
Their thoughts, for fear that if revealed
They would by other men be met
With blank indifference, or with blame
reproved;
I knew they lived and moved,
Tricked in disguises, alien to the rest
Of men and alien to themselves—and
yet,
The same heart beats in every human breast.
But we, my love—does a like
spell benumb
Our hearts—our voices?—must
we too be dumb?
Ah! well for us, if even we,
Even for a moment, can yet free
Our hearts and have our lips unchained;
For that which seals them hath been deep
ordained.
Fate which foresaw
How frivolous a baby man would be,
By what distractions he would be possessed,
How he would pour himself in every strife,
And well-nigh change his own identity,
That it might keep from his capricious
play
His genuine self, and force him to obey,
Even in his own despite, his being’s
law,
Bade through the deep recesses of our
breast
The unregarded River of our Life,
Pursue with indiscernible flow its way;
And that we should not see
The buried stream, and seem to be
Eddying about in blind uncertainty,
Though driving on with it eternally.
But often, in the world’s most crowded
streets,
But often in the din of strife,
There rises an unspeakable desire
After the knowledge of our buried life;
A thirst to spend our fire and restless
force
In tracking out our true original course;
A longing to inquire
Into the mystery of this heart that beats
So wild, so deep, in us; to know
Whence our thoughts come, and where they
go.
And many a man in his own breast then
delves,
But deep enough, alas, none ever mines;


