Middlemarch eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 1,180 pages of information about Middlemarch.

Middlemarch eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 1,180 pages of information about Middlemarch.

“I am glad to hear that,” said Dorothea.  “Your mind, I feared, was too active last night.”

“I would fain have it set at rest on the point I last spoke of, Dorothea.  You can now, I hope, give me an answer.”

“May I come out to you in the garden presently?” said Dorothea, winning a little breathing space in that way.

“I shall be in the Yew-tree Walk for the next half-hour,” said Mr. Casaubon, and then he left her.

Dorothea, feeling very weary, rang and asked Tantripp to bring her some wraps.  She had been sitting still for a few minutes, but not in any renewal of the former conflict:  she simply felt that she was going to say “Yes” to her own doom:  she was too weak, too full of dread at the thought of inflicting a keen-edged blow on her husband, to do anything but submit completely.  She sat still and let Tantripp put on her bonnet and shawl, a passivity which was unusual with her, for she liked to wait on herself.

“God bless you, madam!” said Tantripp, with an irrepressible movement of love towards the beautiful, gentle creature for whom she felt unable to do anything more, now that she had finished tying the bonnet.

This was too much for Dorothea’s highly-strung feeling, and she burst into tears, sobbing against Tantripp’s arm.  But soon she checked herself, dried her eyes, and went out at the glass door into the shrubbery.

“I wish every book in that library was built into a caticom for your master,” said Tantripp to Pratt, the butler, finding him in the breakfast-room.  She had been at Rome, and visited the antiquities, as we know; and she always declined to call Mr. Casaubon anything but “your master,” when speaking to the other servants.

Pratt laughed.  He liked his master very well, but he liked Tantripp better.

When Dorothea was out on the gravel walks, she lingered among the nearer clumps of trees, hesitating, as she had done once before, though from a different cause.  Then she had feared lest her effort at fellowship should be unwelcome; now she dreaded going to the spot where she foresaw that she must bind herself to a fellowship from which she shrank.  Neither law nor the world’s opinion compelled her to this—­only her husband’s nature and her own compassion, only the ideal and not the real yoke of marriage.  She saw clearly enough the whole situation, yet she was fettered:  she could not smite the stricken soul that entreated hers.  If that were weakness, Dorothea was weak.  But the half-hour was passing, and she must not delay longer.  When she entered the Yew-tree Walk she could not see her husband; but the walk had bends, and she went, expecting to catch sight of his figure wrapped in a blue cloak, which, with a warm velvet cap, was his outer garment on chill days for the garden.  It occurred to her that he might be resting in the summer-house, towards which the path diverged a little.  Turning the angle, she could see him seated on the bench, close to a stone table.  His arms were resting on the table, and his brow was bowed down on them, the blue cloak being dragged forward and screening his face on each side.

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