Lancashire Idylls (1898) eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 226 pages of information about Lancashire Idylls (1898).

Lancashire Idylls (1898) eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 226 pages of information about Lancashire Idylls (1898).

Mr. Penrose had often heard of Amanda Stott, and of that face of hers which had been both her glory and her shame.  Now, as he looked upon it for the first time, he saw, as in a glass, the reflection of a character and a life.  There was the gold and the clay.  The brow and eyes were finely shaped and lustrous, giving to the upper half of the face grandeur and repose, but the mouth and chin fell off into a coarser mould, and told of a spirit other than that so nobly framed under the rich masses of her dark hair.  It was a face with a fascination—­not the fascination of evil, but of struggle—­a face betraying battle between forces pretty evenly balanced in the soul.  But there was victory on it.  Mr. Penrose saw it, read it, understood it.  There were still traces of the scorching fire; these, however, were yielding to the verdure of a new life; the garden, which had been turned into a wilderness, was again blossoming as the rose.

‘Amanda, here’s Mr. Penrose to see thee.  I’ve bin tellin’ him it’s all dark to thee.  It is, isn’t it?’

But Amanda turned her head towards the wall, and answered not.

‘Amanda!’ said the mother, in tones that only once or twice, and that in the great crises of maternity, fall from woman’s lips—­’Amanda, speyk.  Tell him what’s botherin’ thee.’

But the girl was silent.

Mr. Penrose was silent also, and nothing was heard in the room save the tremulous beat of an old watch that hung over the chimney-shelf—­one of the memorials of a husband and father long since taken, and now almost forgotten.

At last Amanda, without turning her face towards the pastor, said: 

‘Sir, I’m a sinner—­a lost sinner.’

‘No, you are not,’ replied Mr. Penrose.

And overawed and astonished with the boldness of his statement, he relapsed into silence.

Amanda turned and looked at him clearly and unflinchingly, and cried: 

‘How dare yo’ say that?’

‘Because you’ve repented,’ was the quiet reply.

‘Haa do yo’ know I’ve repented?’

’Because repentance is to come home; and you’ve come home, have you not?’

‘Repentance is to come wom’?’ slowly repeated the girl, as though some ray of light was penetrating the darkness.  ’Repentance is to come wom’, sen yo’?’

‘Yes.’

And then Mr. Penrose repeated the words:  ’And he arose and came to his home; and when he was a great way off his father saw him and ran, and fell on his neck and kissed him.’

‘Aw dare say; that’s what mi mother did to me on th’ neet I come wom’.  But mi mother’s noan God, is hoo?’

’No; but if you had had no God, you could not have had a mother.  You tell me your mother kissed you.  Did you not feel God’s kiss in that which your mother gave you?’

The girl shook her head; the pastor needed to make his message more plain.

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