left; meanwhile the disturbance got worse and my spirits received a very rude shock.  There were times when it seemed almost impossible to find a way out of the awful turmoil in which we found ourselves....  The turmoil changed in character, irregular crevassed surface giving way to huge chasms, closely packed and most difficult to cross.  It was very heavy work, but we had grown desperate.  We won through at 10 P.M., and I write after 12 hours on the march...."[336]

Wilson continues the story: 

“February 12. We had a good night just outside the ice-falls and disturbances, and a small breakfast of tea, thin hoosh and biscuit, and began the forenoon by a decent bit of travelling on rubbly blue ice in crampons:  then plunged into an ice-fall and wandered about in it for hours and hours.”

“February 13. We had one biscuit and some tea after a night’s sleep on very hard and irregular blue ice amongst the ice-fall crevasses.  No snow on the tent, only ski, etc.  Got away at 10 A.M. and by 2 P.M. found the depot, having had a good march over very hard rough blue ice.  Only 1/2 hour in the disturbance of yesterday.  The weather was very thick, snowing and overcast, could only just see the points of bearing for depot.  However, we got there, tired and hungry, and camped and had hoosh and tea and 3 biscuits each.  Then away again with our three and a half days’ food from this red flag depot and off down by the Cloudmaker moraine.  We travelled about 4 hours on hard blue ice, and I was allowed to geologize the last hour down the two outer lines of boulders.  The outer one all dolerite and quartz rocks, the inner all dolerite and sandstone....  We camped on the inner line of boulders, weather clearing all the afternoon."[337]

Meanwhile both Wilson and Bowers had been badly snow-blind, though Wilson does not mention it in his diary; and this night Scott says Evans had no power to assist with camping work.  A good march followed on February 14, but “there is no getting away from the fact that we are not pulling strong.  Probably none of us:  Wilson’s leg still troubles him and he doesn’t like to trust himself on ski; but the worst case is Evans, who is giving us serious anxiety.  This morning he suddenly disclosed a huge blister on his foot.  It delayed us on the march, when he had to have his crampon readjusted.  Sometimes I feel he is going from bad to worse, but I trust he will pick up again when we come to steady work on ski like this afternoon.  He is hungry and so is Wilson.  We can’t risk opening out our food again, and as cook at present I am serving something under full allowance.  We are inclined to get slack and slow with our camping arrangement, and small delays increase.  I have talked of the matter to-night and hope for improvement.  We cannot do distance without the hours."[338]

There was something wrong with this party:  more wrong, I mean, than was justified by the tremendous journey they had already experienced.  Except for the blizzard at the bottom of the Beardmore and the surfaces near the Pole it had been little worse than they expected.  Evans, however, who was considered by Scott to be the strongest man of the party, had already collapsed, and it is admitted that the rest of the party was becoming far from strong.  There seems to be an unknown factor here somewhere.