Flames eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 650 pages of information about Flames.

Flames eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 650 pages of information about Flames.
She slept.  But she had wakened her mistress, who lay with her head resting on one hand, deep in thought while the day grew outside.  Cuckoo, having directed her steps down a blind-alley had, not unnaturally, reached a dead-wall, blotting out the horizon.  Lying there, she faced it.  She stared at the wall, and the wall seemed to stare back at her.  Perhaps for that reason a dull blankness flowed over and filled her mind, and made her widely opened eyes almost as expressionless as the eyes of a corpse.  For a long time she lay in this alive stupor.  Then Jessie stirred again, and Cuckoo, as she had been before spurred into wakefulness, was stirred into thoughtfulness.  She began to pass the near past, the present, eventually the future, in review.  The past was a crescendo, solitude growing louder each night, poverty growing louder, obstinacy growing louder, Mrs. Brigg growing louder.  What an orchestra!  Cuckoo had not seen Julian once.  She had seen the doctor, to be told of his baffled efforts, of Julian’s escape from all his friends, of Valentine’s declaration of the stone going down in the sea, of utter deadlock, utter stagnation.  For the doctor treated Cuckoo frankly as a brave woman, not deceitfully as a timid child to be buoyed on the waves of ill-circumstances with gas-filled bladders.  Cuckoo knew the worst of things, and by the knowledge was confirmed in her mule’s attitude which so weighed upon Mrs. Brigg.  Her hands were tied in every direction except one.  She could only dumbly prove that Valentine was wrong; that her will was not dead, by exercising it to the detriment of her worldly situation.  Doggedly then she put her whole past behind her, despite the ever-increasing curses of the landlady.  She had given up her pilgrimages in search of honest work.  They were too hopeless.  She had pawned everything she could pawn, and sold every trifle that was saleable.  Even Jessie’s broad band of yellow satin had been included in a heterogeneous parcel of odds and ends purchased by a phlegmatic German with eyes like marbles and the manner of a stone image.  Living less and less well, doing without fires, sitting often in the dark at night to save the expense of gas, Cuckoo had managed to pay her rent until a week ago.  Then money had failed, and the great earthquake had at length tossed and swallowed the wretched Mrs. Brigg.  The scene had been tropical.  Mrs. Brigg was really moved to the very depths of her being.  For days she had been, as it were, eating and drinking apprehension.  Now apprehension choked her.  She was shot up in the air by the cannon of climax.  Limbs and mind were in the extreme of commotion.  From her point of view it must be acknowledged that the situation was unduly exasperating.  For Cuckoo would give no reason whatever for her reiterated formula of refusal to earn any money.  And now she could not pay her week’s rent, plunging Mrs. Brigg into the further circle of an inferno, and yet sat within doors day after day.  Mrs. Brigg approached apoplexy by way of persuasion, was by turns pathetic and paralytic with passion.  She coaxed with the ardour of an executioner inveigling the victim’s neck to the noose and in haste to be off to breakfast.  She threatened like Jove in curl-papers.  Cuckoo was inexorable.

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