“There!  Didn’t I tell you?” Cuckoo cried with eyes of triumph.  “It’s been him from the first.  Oh, get him—­get Julian away.”

The doctor laid his hand upon Cuckoo’s, which was stretched upon the tablecloth, very gently, almost abstractedly.

“Will you tell me something?” he said.

“What’s it?”

“You love Julian?”

“Me!” the lady of the feathers said.

Her voice trembled over the word.  She stole a hasty, hunted glance at the doctor.  Was he, too, going to jeer at her?  Would no one allow her to have a clean corner in her heart?

“You’re laughin’ at me.  What’s the good of such as me doin’ a thing like that—­lovin’ a man?”

“I think you must love Julian.  If you do, perhaps you are meant to protect and save him.”

A secret voice prompted the doctor with the words he spoke, gave them to him, bent him irresistibly to repeat them.  Never before had he felt what it is to be between the strong hands of destiny.

“Me!  Me save any one!” Cuckoo said, trembling.

“Yes, you.  There is something in you—­I feel it and I can’t tell you why, nor what it is—­something that has hold of Julian.  He told us so the other night.  Don’t you know what it is?”

“Eh?”

“Perhaps he feels that you love him—­purely, cleanly.”

“I do—­oh!  I do that!” Cuckoo cried.

A wonder as to the relations between Julian and this girl shot through the doctor.  He was the last man in the world to think evil of any one, but just then, as Cuckoo moved, the gaslight struck fully on her.  The dye on her hair shone crudely.  The red and white of her face burned as on the face of a clown.  And then even the doctor’s good heart wondered.  Cuckoo knew it in an instant, and her face hardened and looked older.

“Oh, go on,” she said rudely.  “Think as the others do.  Damn you men!  Damn you!  Damn you!”

And without warning she put her head down on the table and broke into a wild passion of tears.  She sobbed, and as she sobbed she cursed and clenched her hands.  She lost herself in fury and in despair.  The Fates had stung her too hard this time, and she must blaspheme against them with her voice of the streets, her language of the streets, her poor heart—­not quite of the streets.  The Fates had stung her too hard, for they had put a flaw even in this one self-respect of hers.  That one night accused her whenever she thought of Julian, whenever she saw the dissipation deepen round his eyes.  She was not to have even one thing that she could be quite proud of; not one thing of which she could say, “This has been always pure.”  And then she turned on the doctor and cried: 

“Go on—­think it—­think it!  Think what you like!  But I’ll tell you the truth.  There was only once I did him any harm, and that wasn’t my fault.  I never wanted to.  I hated it.  I told him I hated it.  I didn’t want him to be that, like the others.  And that was Valentine, too.  And now—­just because of that I’m no use.  And you’d said I might be, you’d said I might be.”