The Pointing Man eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 252 pages of information about The Pointing Man.

The Pointing Man eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 252 pages of information about The Pointing Man.

Night brought no more rest to Mrs. Draycott Wilder than it did to Craven Joicey, the Banker, but Joicey did not sit in the dark.  Madness lies in the dark for some minds, and he had turned on the electric light, that showed his face yellow and weary.  On the wall the lizards, awakened by the sudden glare, resumed their fly-catching, and scuttled with a dry, scurrying sound over the walls, breaking the silence with a perpetual “chuck-chuck” as they chased each other.  Joicey looked as though he was dreaming evil dreams, and nothing of his surroundings was real to him.  The room became another room, the tables and chairs grew indistinct, the face of a small Gaudama on the mantel-piece became a living face that menaced him, and the “chuck-chuck” of the lizards, the rattle of dice falling on to a board at some remote distance miles and miles away, and yet strangely audible to his dull ears.  Still he sat there, and flashes of fancies came and went.  Sometimes he stood in an English garden, with a far-away sunlit glimpse of glittering waters, and a cuckoo crying in a wood of waving trees, and then he knew that he was a boy, and that he had forgotten everything that had happened since; and then, without warning, he was swept out of the garden and stood under Eastern trees, lost in a wild place, with the haunting face of the image at his shoulder.  The face altered.  Sometimes it was Mhtoon Pah’s pointing man, and what he pointed at was never clear.  The mistiness bothered him horribly.

The Durwan outside played on a wistful little flute, thinking that his master was asleep; he heard it, and it did not concern him; he was dead to all outward things just then, and the flute only added to the mystery of the dream that spun itself in his brain.  He wandered in a place so near actual things and yet so far from them, that the gigantic mistake of it all, and the consciousness that the inner life could at times conquer the outer life, made him fall away between the two conditions, lost and helpless.  His head nodded forward, and his lower lip dropped, and yet his eyes were open, as he sat facing the small squatting Buddha, whose changeless face changed only for him.

The three little flute-notes tripped out after each other with no semblance at a tune, repeating and reiterating the sound in the dark outside, and Joicey listened as though something of weight depended upon his hearing steadily.  The sound was the one thing that made him know that he was real, and once it ceased, or he ceased to hear it, he would be across the gulf and terribly lost; a mind without a body, let loose in a world where there were no landmarks, no known roads, nothing but windy space, and he was afraid of that place, and feared terribly to go there.

Something shuffled on the stone veranda, another sound, and sound was of value to Craven Joicey, since it made a vital note in the circling numbness around him.  He could hear whispering voices, and the thump of the Durwan’s stick, as that musically-minded man walked round to the back of the house, where his lighted window showed that Craven Joicey did not sleep.  Again a voice whispered, and a low sound of discreet knocking followed.

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