The Divine Fire eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 872 pages of information about The Divine Fire.

The Divine Fire eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 872 pages of information about The Divine Fire.

He must then make another attempt to back out of it.  No doubt it would be an uncommonly awkward thing to do.  The lady had already shown a very pretty little will of her own, and supposing she insisted on holding him to his bargain?  There was that estimate, too; it seemed to have clinched things, somehow, between him and Miss Harden.  He did not exactly know how to deal with that high-handed innocence, but he would ask her to allow him to re-consider it.

He approached her with his head tossed up a little more than usual, his way when he was about to do something disagreeable, to drive a bargain or to ask a favour.

“Miss Harden, may I speak to you one moment?”

She looked up.  Her face and figure were radiant in the light from the south window.

“What is it?” she asked.

She was busy at one of the bookcases with a note-book and pencil, cataloguing on an absurd but independent plan of her own.  He gave a rueful glance at her.

“I’m not sure that I ought to have let you engage me last night.  I wonder if I might ask you—­”

“To release you from your engagement?”

“You must think I’m behaving very badly.”

She did not contradict him; neither did she assent.  She held him for the moment under her long penetrating gaze.  Her eyes were not of the detective sort, quick to penetrate disguises.  They were (though she did not know it) eyes that possessed the power of spiritual seduction, luring souls to confession.  Your falseness might escape them; but if there was any truth in you, she compelled you to be true.

She compelled Rickman to be impulsive.

“I’d give anything to know what I ought to do.”

She did not help him out.

“I can’t make up my mind about this work.”

“Is it the question of time?  I thought we had made that clear?  You didn’t undertake to finish by the twenty-seventh.”

“The question is whether I should have undertaken it at all.”

“It might have been as well to have answered that question first.”

“I couldn’t answer it.  There were so many things—­”

“Do you want a longer time in town?”

“I want a longer time here, to think it over, to make up my mind whether I can go on—­”

“And in the meanwhile?”

“The work goes on just the same.”

“And if you decide that you can’t continue it?”

“I should find a substitute.”

“The substitute might not be just the same.  For instance, he might not have so scrupulous a conscience.”

“You mean he might not be so eager to back out of his engagements.”

“I mean what I said.  Your position seems to be a little difficult.”

“I wish to goodness, Miss Harden, I could explain it.”

“I don’t suggest that you should explain it.  It doesn’t seem to be so very clear to yourself.”

“It isn’t.  I really don’t know what I ought to do.”

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