Lady Rose's Daughter eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 497 pages of information about Lady Rose's Daughter.

Lady Rose's Daughter eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 497 pages of information about Lady Rose's Daughter.

“I could follow you next week.  Aileen comes down to-day.  And I should like to wait here for the mail.”

“In five days, about, it should be here,” said Delafield.

There was a silence.  She dropped into a chair beside the balustrade of the terrace, which was wreathed in wistaria, and looked out upon the vast landscape of the lake.  His thought was, “How can the mail matter to her?  She cannot suppose that he had written—­”

Aloud he said, in some embarrassment, “You expect letters yourself?”

“I expect nothing,” she said, after a pause.  “But Aileen is living on the chance of letters.”

“There may be nothing for her—­except, indeed, her letters to him—­poor child!”

“She knows that.  But the hope keeps her alive.”

“And you?” thought Delafield, with an inward groan, as he looked down upon her pale profile.  He had a moment’s hateful vision of himself as the elder brother in the parable.  Was Julie’s mind to be the home of an eternal antithesis between the living husband and the dead lover—­in which the latter had forever the beau role?

Then, impatiently, Jacob wrenched himself from mean thoughts.  It was as though he bared his head remorse-fully before the dead man.

“I will go to the Foreign Office,” he said, in her ear, “as I pass through town.  They will have letters.  All the information I can get you shall have at once.”

“Thank you, mon ami”, she said, almost inaudibly.

Then she looked up, and he was startled by her eyes.  Where he had expected grief, he saw a shrinking animation.

“Write to me often,” she said, imperiously.

“Of course.  But don’t trouble to answer much.  Your hands are so full here.”

She frowned.

“Trouble!  Why do you spoil me so?  Demand—­insist—­that I should write!”

“Very well,” he said, smiling, “I demand—­I insist!”

She drew a long breath, and went slowly away from him into the house.  Certainly the antagonism of her secret thoughts, though it persisted, was no longer merely cold or critical.  For it concerned one who was not only the master of his own life, but threatened unexpectedly to become the master of hers.

She had begun, indeed, to please her imagination with the idea of a relation between them, which, while it ignored the ordinary relations of marriage, should yet include many of the intimacies and refinements of love.  More and more did the surprises of his character arrest and occupy her mind.  She found, indeed, no “plaster saint.”  Her cool intelligence soon detected the traces of a peevish or stubborn temper, and of a natural inertia, perpetually combated, however, by the spiritual energy of a new and other self exfoliating from the old; a self whose acts and ways she watched, sometimes with the held breath of fascination, sometimes with a return of shrinking or fear.  That a man should not only appear but be so good was still in her eyes a little absurd.  Perhaps her feeling was at bottom the common feeling of the sceptical nature.  “We should listen to the higher voices; but in such a way that if another hypothesis were true, we should not have been too completely duped.”

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