the patrician dimensions of the edifice; the light
nickered at every gust. Ascending, I pulled a
cordon bleu, and was admitted into the apartment.
It consisted of four places or rooms, the furniture
of which was in the neatest French style, both of
wood and tapestry; but the fireplace was narrow, and
so ill-constructed that while the heat ascended the
chimney the smoke entered the room. A nurse,
with one of those keen, self-possessed faces and that
efficient manner so often encountered in Paris, ushered
me to the invalid’s presence. He was a fair
specimen of a philosophic bachelor inured to the life
of the French metropolis; everything about him was
in good taste, from the model of the lamp to the cover
of the arm-chair; and yet an indescribable cheerlessness
pervaded his elegant lodging. The last play of
Scribe, the day’s Journal des Debats,
a bouquet, and a Bohemian glass, were on the marble
table at his side. His languid eye brightened
and his feverish hand tightened convulsively over
mine; years had elapsed since he left our native town;
he had drunk of the cup of pleasure, and cultivated
the resources of literature and science in this their
great centre; but now, in the hour of physical weakness,
the yearning for domestic and home scenes filled his
heart; and his mind reacted from the blandishments
of a luxurious materialism and a refined egotism of
life. It was like falling back upon the normal
conditions of existence thus to behold the ‘ills
that flesh is heir to’ in the midst of a city
where such rich outward provision for human activity
and enjoyment fills the senses. Excessive civilization
has its morbid tendencies, and great refinement in
one direction is paralleled by an equal degree of savagery
in another. There is in absolute relation between
the facilities for pleasure and the frequency of suicide.
Of all places in the world, Paris is the most desolate
to an invalid stranger. The custom of living there
in lodgings isolates the visitor; the occupants of
the dwelling are not alive to the claims of neighborhood;
with his landlord he has only a business and formal
connection; thus thrown upon himself, without the
nerve or the spirits for external amusement, few situations
are more forlorn. The Parisian French are intensely
calculating and selfish; illness and grief are so
alien to their tastes that, to the best of their ability,
they ignore and abjure them. As long as health
permits, out-of-door life or companionship solaces
that within; the stranger may be enchanted; but when
confined to his apartment and dependent on chance
visitors or hireling services, he longs for a land
where domestic life and household comfort are better
cultivated and understood.


